Huh?Heh?Hih?

8.00

2012-02-16T09:18:00.000-08:00

No point
First time main futsal.

kbai.
penat.

Annoynamous

2012-02-12T07:26:00.000-08:00

Who is the anonymous commented
in my post Mood Gila Uzair?

May i know you?

please and thank you.

I have a little bit against anonymous.

Study.

2012-02-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

Jom main satu permainan nak?

Nama game ni Fokus.

okay, first , ambil seutas jam tangan.

Dah?

Lihat jam tangan itu, terbalikkan dan dalam masa satu saat,
Beritahu saya nombor enam di jam tangan itu bentuk seperti apa?

Dan, TANPA melihat jam tangan tadi atau mana-mana jam,
Beritahu saya pukul berapa sekarang secara tepat?

Dapat tak?

Kalau anda dapat jawab kedua-dua, memang anda fokus.

Bukanlah saya hendak mengadu atau mengutuk,
Saya cuma nak bersuara, dan inilah platform untuk saya memberi pendapat.
Saya kadang-kadang tengok di mana tempat saya belajar.
Dan saya lihat mereka bersaing secara tegar,
quiz and test.
Jikalau boleh, siapa yang dapat memberi jawapan terpantas dan sebiji dari nota
Dia itulah the best, the man, the clever one.Alhamdulilah, itu tandanya mereka fokus dalam belajar.

Tetapi, satu lagi tempat yang mereka kurang menumpukan perhatian.
Rakan taulan yang belajar bersama.
Kita dikurniakan kemampuan yang berbeza, intelektual berbeza
Tiadalah salahnya pergi kepada mereka ,meng-offer diri untuk mengajar
atau belajar bersama. Tak kurang sikit pun ilmu. Malah bertambah ilmu.

Profesor Dr Muhaya pernah berkata
" Kita timbul sama-sama, tenggelam sama"
"Cooperation not competition"
that's the least i can remember.

"Tapi dia yang nak belajar, dia yang patut datang kat kita"

Iyelah, tak dinafikan yang hendak belajar tu kena berusaha untuk menuntut ilmu,
tetapi pernah dengar tak proses Give & Take?Kita dah ada ilmu, apa kata kita Give ilmu yang kita faham dan Insya Allah kita dapat Take ilmu
kita ada to a higher level. Mereka dapat Take apa yang kamu ajar, and Give back to other people.
Senang je kan?

Janganlah terperap di dalam bilik seorang diri, belajar di depan. Angkut meja keluar.
Tarik rakan-rakan, buat bersama, soal jawab, bertanya soalan. interaksi. having fun doing so.Pointer aku tak adalah menarik untuk dikatakan, tetapi syukur saya duduk dalam kalangan 4-flat.

Saya memberi peringatan ini kepada kamu semua dan diri saya sendiri,
Marilah sambut tangan-tangan rakan kita yang memerlukan dan bersama-sama
menuju kejayaan.( aceywah! ayat bukan main!)

Encik Saharudin pernah berkata,

" Jangan kedekut ilmu, jangan bangga diri. Tak selamat duduk dunia ni.
Biar orang kutuk, merendahkan kita, tapi kita buat rilek je, jangan buat benda yang sama"

And, mungkin game kat atas tu takde kaitan, but try la main dengan kawan-kawan.
Tak semestinya jam tangan, it could be traffic light ke. ikut kreativiti la.

Sincerely,

P/S: Teringat waktu kat Malay College, Naim Putera
selalu tolong in Additional Mathematics.

Re-quote

2012-02-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

Sepatutnya, dihati ini tertulis Allah, bukan awak. Sepatutnya.

-Terfaktab-

Mood Gila Uzair.

2012-02-11T02:06:00.000-08:00

Maaf aku suka buat cerita cinta picisan.
Cinta itu fitrah manusia.
Manusia yang jadikan cinta itu fitnah.
Fitnah menyebabkan manusia musnah

Kalau cinta sebelum kahwin tu haram.
Then kalau terbit rasa kasih dan cinta kepada seseorang
Adakah kita berdosa kerana kita ber'cinta' sebelum kahwin?

Bercinta selepas kahwin?
Alhamdulilah

Aku tidak tahu hendak menggunakan analogi apa
tetapi cinta itu seperti pisau.
Pisau mempunyai kebaikan lain
tetapi jika CARA atau METODOLOGI digunakan untuk menyakitkan orang,
of course la tak baik.

Samalah seperti cinta itu ada kebaikan
Cinta kepada Allah
Cinta kepada Rasul
Cinta kepada kaum kerabat
Cinta kepada seseorang

tetapi couple ialah menyalahgunakan cinta.

Apapun guys, Cinta yang Maha Esa dulu.
Bercinta kerana Dia.

This is just a personal opinion.

Ohhhhh!

Aku bukanlah pious or religious sangat, tetapi aku ingat Tuhan. Aku tak pandai nak mengutarakan ayat-ayat Al-Quran dan hadis-hadis.

Sorry for crapping.
Kalau rasa merapu, minta maaf.

Uno: Cerkon

2012-02-11T01:26:00.000-08:00

Hening pagi Subuh. Permulaan dahina.
Kedengaran nada dering Gee by Girl's Generation.
Aku angkat dan dengan nada suara mengantuk "Hello, assalamualaikum"
"Waalaikumussalam, dah Subuh belum?" tanya dia.
"Belum lagi, baru nak bangun"
"okay, tak apa, dah,dah bangun"
Panggilan dihentikan.
Di skrin telefon, 3 missed call
1 text message
Sayang lagi dia kat aku.
Aku berasa malu,
seruan Tuhan aku tak dengar,
lagi lah seorang teman baik yang memanggil untuk Subuh.
Aku bersyukur kepada Dia adanya dia.
She's one of my numero uno.
Bingkas aku bangun. Qiam, wudhu' dan takbiratul irham.

Pagi yang baru, hari yang baru
terasa macam semalam hari itu berlaku.
segar lagi dalam ceruk ingatan pra-sedar.
hari-hari biasa, di tempuh.
sedikit demi sedikit aku cuba lupakan.
rasa perit dalam percintaan. adatlah orang bercinta.
tidak boleh dielakkan.
Aku capai tuala, setelah setengah jam termenung
melayan blues di bawah pancuran air.
Nada dering aku berbunyi. Serius, aku dah terasa annoyed dengan nada dering ini.
Aku angkat dan terdengar suara familiar di hujung talian.
"awak,pergi pukul berapa?" katanya
"baru lepas mandi ni, give me like 20 minit lagi"
"okay, saya tunggu kat ______"
dan itulah rutin aku hampir setiap hari .
naik, bas, turun bas, breakfast,
pergi kelas bersama
walaupun tiada apa-apa antara kami.

Walaupun selepas clash, kadang- kadang selisih faham
terasa hati, dan tersalah cakap tidak boleh dielakkan.
Dia dan aku walaupun dah pisah, tetapi masing-masing tahu dan faham
susah untuk menipu perasaan. Jauh benak, aku masih menyimpan perasaan
terhadap dia dan aku berharap dia masih lagi mempunyai perasaan kepada aku.
Hati manusia, siapa yang tahu. Aku cuma setia menunggu.

Malam tahun baru,
Menunggu dia balik hostel setelah dia pulang ke kampung halaman.
Setelah lama berborak, dan rasanya soalan itulah yang aku sesalkan.
"Awak, agak-agak saya dapat tak second chance nak dengan awak balik?"
dan disebabkan soalan itu, salah aku juga,
Malam tahun baru jadi sangat hambar.

Selepas hampir tiga purnama.
Petang itu,
Sedang aku sibuk ber-chatting bersama dia,
Out of nowhere,
"Boleh tak kalau saya nak putus?"
Dan tipulah kalau hati tak remuk redum waktu itu
Lebih-lebih lagi bagi diri aku yang baru dalam perhubungan seperti ini.
Marah dan pilu bercampur baur.
.3 hari berturut-turut.
Aku memujuk dan memujuk.
Kononnya, fight for this relationship.
walhal aku loser sahaja.
Di mata Tuhan dan mata dia.
Tetapi akirnya
A man must know how to give up.
and with that, i gave her up. but not my feelings
aku pada mulanya berat untuk melepaskan,
tetapi dengan alasannya, aku dah tak mampu.
dia putus kerana dia hendak berubah untuk jadi lebih baik.
dan itu satu fact yang aku perlu terima.
Dan pertama kali aku tunjukkan air mata yang selama ini kering.

Bulan puasa memang aku tak dapat lupakan.
Ber-texting dengan dia, bertukar senyuman dalam kelas
Bertegur setakat hai hai sahaja
tetapi rancak bermesej.
dan ada sekali itu, dia masakkan kari ikan dan memberi aku peluang untuk merasa
dan, I admit, sedikit kurang masin, tetapi kari ikan tu tiba-tiba menjadi makanan
kedua sedap selepas masakan ibu.
dan hari raya menjelma,
entah kenapa rasa missing something dan rindu..
Seminggu selepas hari raya,
Kelas telah bermula, dan aku berasa gembira.
Dapat melihat dia semula.
Sepanjang hari raya, jikalau boleh
mahu saja bermesej.
Masih teringat mesej yang pernah aku hantar kepada dia.
"Nak buat chemistry tak di _______? "
"boleh je, jap nak ambik barang"
"tak payah lah, saya saja nak jumpa awak, kita main game la" (sounds cheesy gila)
Dan pada malam seterusnya,
dia bertanya, "awak rasa kita ni macam mana ye?"
Dan di situ aku meluahkan perasaan aku.
We had a nice walk.

and the rest, like people say, is history.

Hari yang panas di kampus,
Bergerak ke sana ke sini,
dan aku dan rakan sekelas semua menuju ke
klinik kampus unuk mengambil gambar kad matrik
dan menarik nafas lega dengan adanya penghawa dingin
Dan aku pun beratur lah mengikut kelas aku.
Dalam hati terdetik, bosan pula menunggu.
dan agak kekok untuk fit in on first week di kampus.
Suddenly, gadis di depan hostel iaitu dia di depan menoleh ke belakang.
" You dari mana?'
"I dari Putrajaya, you dari mana?"
"oh I dari Shah Alam"
"Nama you apa?"
" Uzair"
Dan di situ perkenalan aku dan dia.

Hari pertama bergelar mahasiswa,
Uzair sekarang dah masuk kolej.
Ramai muka-muka baru,
muka-muka yang akan aku menghadap
selama 11 bulan. Semangat betul.
Tempat baru, kawan baru, pengalaman baru,
dan ketika aku sampai ke hostel
aku meninjau la neighbourhood aku
dan tiba-tiba ada seorang gadis ini
Keluar daripada kereta BMW.
I was like :O "BMW kottt, lucky girl"
Siapa agaknya dia? anak Datuk kot?

Kepada sesiapa yang telah membaca post ini hingga ayat terakhir,
minta maaf dan terima kasih kerana membaca post yang panjang.
dan kalau saudara saudari budiman tidak keberatan,

Baca post ini semula tetapi secara reverse chronology. Iaitu dengan membaca perenggan yang terakhir sebagai titik mula dan membaca
perenggan by perenggan dari bawah.

Dan post ini lebih seronok dibaca dengan
mendengar lagu Coldplay-The Scientist sebagai musik latar belakang

Sincerely,

Life.

2012-01-28T21:42:00.000-08:00

Still a long way.
huahh!

Picture belong to it's respective owner.

For that someone special.

2012-01-17T07:14:00.000-08:00

Talking to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a past not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

A man can never dream these kind of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whispered in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

Happy Belated Birthday Ibu!
i know this post is too late.
sorry for no being at home during your birthday.
I'll make it up to you.

I think of you when i hear this song.

:)

Sincerely,

Lets all have a silent moment

2012-01-15T05:13:00.000-08:00

Photogeraf

2012-01-14T07:42:00.000-08:00

A picture depicts a thousand word.
One in a million moment picture.
Rightly before Doa'

:)

reminder.

2012-01-13T18:57:00.000-08:00

I just want to remind uol's
My blog is for sketching,doodling, and expressing what is in my mind.
My blog is 'karya picisan', satire, and sarkasm.
I just write for the sake of writing.

I'll write what i want.

This blog is 99.99% sarcasm.

Yes, saya duduk dalam khayalan saya
Itu saja tempat saya boleh berseorangan
dan buat apa yang saya nak.

Halusinasi delusi.
My cup of tea.

Psychology

2012-01-07T04:24:00.000-08:00

Psychology is interesting you know. I kinda like it.
Somehow somewhere, Psychology relates to my life.
Of course it is, it is the study of your mind.
Your mind portrays your bahviour and yes i'm a behaviourist.

One if it, is the 5 Stages Of Grief. but i want to explain in a different way.
Not as in death, but more to relationship.

May I?

1st Stage- Denial

-" Why is this happening?, I didn't expect it will happen this way". A person accepts the impending break-up but rejects it emotionally and feels a sense of shock and disbelief.

-The dumpee is too confused and stunned to comprehend thus rejecting the idea.

-The dumpee unconsciously can not accept the request and refuses to believe that he/she is being dumped.

2nd Stage- Anger

- "Why now after all I had done to you?!" The dumpee becomes angry at having to face breakup.

-The dumpee person perceives the situation as unfair or senseless and maybe hostile to friends,family, or the world in general.

-

3rd Stage- Bargaining

-"If i can get back with you, i promise....." This stage generally occurs about at the middle of progression

-The dumpee person may resolve to be a better person in return for a relationship or may pray for the relationship to be saved

-The patient will try to strike a bargain with God

4th Stage-Depression

-"It's really going to happen to me, and I can't do anything about it". Depression eventually sets in
as hope diminshes and the person begins to experience symptoms with increasing frequency

-The dumpee deteriorating relationship becomes impossible for him/her to deny

-Common feelings experienced during this stage include regrets, loss, worthlessness, and guilt over the emotional suffering.

-The dumpee feels distant from others and seems sad and hopeless

5th Stage-Acceptance

-" i'm okay,it's fine" This is often the final stage.

-The dumpee stops battling with emotions and becomes tired and bored

-With acceptance, the dumpee does not "give up" and become sullen or resentfully resigned from relationship, but rather becomes passive.

-The acceptance stage is almost void feelings, as if the pain had gone, the struggle is over and there comes a time for just to go.

-The dumpee is calm and accepts fate and is able to use/enjoy the time remaining with family or friends.

Now I can score my Psychology test. :D

Truthfully,

step down.

2012-01-07T04:13:00.000-08:00

“You might be married to the worst man ever, like Asyah was married to Pharaoh - but it didn’t change her and her loyalty and love to Allah.

You might be married to the best of men, like Prophet of God, and still not enter Heaven - like the wife of Nabi Lut a.s.

You might be not married to any man, like Maryam (alaiha salam), and Allah can make your rank higher than any women on the Earth.

Know your priorities. Love and trust is with Allah first.”

Sincerely,

Dates

2012-01-04T02:44:00.000-08:00

26th July 1993

3rd January 2000

September 2006

3rd October 2008

31 December 2008

10th February 2009

23rd November 2010

8th December 2010

12nd January 2011

23rd March 2011

30th June 2011

9th September 2011

10th September 2011

Hello all jolly good people!
It's a new year. AGAIN.

It keeps coming and there is no stopping new year.
For me, i'm at the edge of teenager and entering a more challenging zone
called YOUTH. Oooo, youthhhh.
Not going to scare me.

The dates that i have listed is all the important events that have occurred in my life
This is the least I can remember, and I have many dates I can't remember.
What so special remembering dates?
It's just a number.

Sorry for being sentimental.
Remembering dates for me, is like you are flashing back

your memories.
Reliving that moment when all seems down.
Remembrance of past mistakes,

Reminiscence of the good times.

The past is nothing.
Creating something from nothing is possible
Create your future from the past.
Take the mistake and learn.
Take the good and relive it.

Some of you who might have read this post,
maybe noticed about the dates that I've listed.
Maybe we went through it together.
Maybe we live it together.

I usually don't make resolution for new year.
But this time I make an exception

New Year Resolution.

1. Getting the best GPA for my semester. Insya Allah 4 Flat. :) Allah S.W.T gives us the GPA for what He thinks the best for us. I will study harder to achieve that and strive for the best.

2. Ireland. Going to Ireland. Going and studying in Ireland. Going, studying, and holidays in Europe.

3. ~~Get married~~ wait, cross that out. haha, no wants to be my calon. HAHA. for number 3, i want to get Band 9 (Insya Allah). :) dream big!

4. I want to get my hands on LOMO-LCA and BlackBerry.

I guess that is enough for a resolution.

What I learn from 2011.

1. Want money? work hard. Don't just complain your mama didnt' give enough money.
2. Acceptance for things that have gone.
3. Determination keeps you going.
4. Sitting at home for 3 months won't do any good.
5. Live independently. What i mean is, if you want to buy something e.g handphone, do not ask for parent's money.
6. Going around city/places is nice. See people around you
7. Don't hope for things that's not worth hoping for.
8. Don't overhope
9. Jodoh di tangan Tuhan.
10. Give your sayang . XD
11. Don't overspend money.
12. Everyone deserves a second chance.
13.Don't take things for granted (I know I did)
14.Allah and religion is utmost importance.
15. Give and take matters.
16. Always say Alhamdulilah. :)
17. Be friendly.
18. A loner is not good.
19. Caution: Medicine is not for the faint hearted. The strong survive.
20. Study together.
21. Jealousy turning saints into sea.
22. Don't get involve into people's personal matter.
23. Love thy subjects and the subjects will love thy.
24. Don't come near the swimming pool when it's your birthday,
25, Don't forget to talk to the person in front of you during matric card picture day. you might fall for
that person. ;)

Sincerely,

Cerkon: Kereta Api

2011-12-22T19:16:00.000-08:00

Pukul 10.30 malam,
diusap-usap tiket Kereta Api Tanah Melayu berwarna biru putih.
Kelibat-kelibat manusia berpusu-pusu mengejar kereta api
yang akan bertolak setengah jam lagi.
Bak kata telor orang muda
"relaks-relaks sudeyh!"

Aku macam biasa, tenang sahaja.
Takkan lari gunung dikejar.
Takkan lari keretapi setengah jam bertolak dikejar.
Bagasi aku diseret. Bunyi roda berlaga dengan tarmac.
Aku lihat kembali tiket.
Koc S7, katil 22.

"huh, kosong lagi. Ingatkan dah penuh" berbisik kecil aku.
Di dalam koc S7 itu teramatla kecil. Satu bagasi aku itu pun sudah
memenuhi laluan dalam koc itu.
"Haha, padan muka semua orang"

Mata di tiket dan papan tanda kati bersilih ganti.
Dimananya katil 22?
Ah katil atas. Mimpi ngeri bagi aku.
Apakan daya, duit ini lah sahaja yang aku ada.
Ye, aku tahu, beza katil atas dan katil bawah hanyalah RM5
tapi RM5 boleh memainkan banyak peranan.
Dengan satu nafas, aku memanjat ke atas katil
selepas mencabut kasut Nike aku.

10 minit berlalu.
Kelibat manusia pulang ke kampung halaman
Rakus.
memenuhi koc aku.
pelajar kolej-kolej di Penang ini.
Nenek-nenek, atuk-atuk, mak ayah, budak kecil, bayi-bayi

Berceloteh mereka bercerita.
Itulah. Inilah. Begitulah. Beginilah.
Aku buat dek sahaja. Seronok lagi bermain lampu.
lip lap lip lap.

Sesekali aku jenguk ke luar langsir katil
Terlihat teruna di katil 17 sedang bermain mata dengan si dara di katil 19.
Tidak sedar langsung kewujudan aku. ceyh.
Aku tergelak kecil. "Adatlah orang bercinta"

Bilalah hendak bergerak kereta api ini?

Akhirnya, tepat 11.00 malam
Wisel konduktor ditiup.
Gerabak kereta api bergegar.

Ah, nostalgia kereta api.
Aku membesar dengan kereta api.

Sekian sahaja aku hendak mengucap selamat tinggal kepada malam,
Esakan tiba-tiba kedengaran dari katil bawah.
Aku bukan la penghendap
Tetapi tidak boleh dielakkan,
Conversation berbunyi begini

"tsk, kenapa.......tsk putus.....tsk, cukup bagus ke?"
(Penulis memberi pilihan kepada pembaca untuk berimaginasi dialog break-up)

Aku tergelak kecil. "Adatla orang bercinta"

"tsk,selamat tinggal" Kata terakhir yang kedengaran.
Kemudian, sejam seterusnya penuh dengan air mata dan hingus sedih.
Aku sudah bosan dengan ini.
Aku turun daripada katil dengn melompat
THUD!
Apa aku peduli.

Tidak semena-mena,
Wanita yang teresak-esak tadi keluar daripada katilnya
Berumur 20-an, rambut hitam ikal mayang
Kulit sawo matang, bibir merah bersepuh.
Pakaian skirt labuh, dan dress bercorak flora.
" I need someone to talk". katanya.

Kafe kereta api.
Perjalanan 7 jam dari Kuala Lumpur-Butterworth
bagai sekelip mata.
Satu pagi hanya berbicara.
Daripada cerita break-up sehinggalah cerita latar peribadi.
dan juga nombor telefon.
Dan satu pelukan mesra di hujung destinasi.

long story short, i know i'm stupid, but aku jatuh cinta
Jatuh cinta dengan Nabila Qistina.
Genesis perasaan aku.

Hari mendatang dan pergi.
Constant texting and calling,Perasaan makin bertambah
Berbunga-bunga.

Nothing last forever

Pagi itu, kedengaran motorsikal posmen.
Sarapan ditinggalkan.
Sampul kuning emas berbau potpouri.Tidak lain tidak bukan
Wedding invitation.
Siapa pula kali ini?

Nabila Qistina dan Ariffin.

Remuk redum hati aku.
Aku baling kad kahwin itu. Sakit hati

Aku menghadap cermin.
Apa yang tak kena dengan aku?
Apa yang tak kena?!

Rambut aku ikal mayang, hitam
Kulit bersih.
Kacukan Belanda-Melayu
Dada menggiurkan, bibir mengancam

Aku melihat dalam-dalam cermin
Seolah-olah mendengar refleksi diri aku

"Kau lesbian, Nabila bukan lesbian"

Pada hari perkahwinan Nabila,
Aku meluahkan perasaan aku terhadapnya.
Dan dia telah membisikkan sesuatu yang merubah hidup aku.

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Tersentak daripada lamunan.
Tidak aku sedar nama bapa aku disebut oleh pengerusi majlis,
Untuk merenjis air mawar.

Ini majlis persandingan aku bersama suami aku
Azim Azmi
Tiba-tiba teringat sebuah sejarah hitam dalam hidup aku
Sejenak terlintas.
Selepas hari ini, aku akan meneruskan kehidupan aku bersama lelaki ini.
Yang aku betul-betul cintai.

Malam itu,
Aku terdengar perbualan suami aku dengan kakak dia.

"Apa Kak Bella cakap dengan Amelia masa hari perkahwinan Kak Bella dulu?" tanya suami ku.
"Adalah Mi, mana boleh beritahu. Girls talk okay? " Kata Nabila sambil ketawa kecil.
"Alaaaa, akak ni, Mi nak tahu jugak" dengan gaya kebudakan suami ku.
"Mi cubalah berimaginasi apa yang akak cakap kat dia, okay? " Nabila senyum.
" Tak mahu la kawan Kak Bella!"

Aku melihat gelagat suami aku, dan rasanya itulah trait nya yang paling menawan hati aku.
Apa yang Nabila sebutkan, biarlah ada dalam hati.
Hati siapa yang tahu.
Dan tidak ingin aku mengulang sejarah hitam itu lagi.

Role Playing Part 2

2011-12-21T09:36:00.000-08:00

"Waktu itu pukul 7 malam aku datang menjemputmu,
di bangku taman aku menunggu hingga kau selesai berdandan,
kita telurusi jejak-jejak malam yang bertabur bintang,
semakin berat hatimu untuk aku lepaskan,"

bait-bait lirik Sheila On 7 bermain di cuping telinga.
Kelakar rasanya mendengar lagu sebegini.
Sudah lama aku tidak mendengar lagu ini.

Aku tutup tab Youtube.
Lagu Sheila On 7 terpasang lagi.
Tab apa yang aku harus buka sekarang?
Facebook? Twitter?
Seperti tiada gunanya.
Jari-jari bermain di atas papan kekunci. Frontal lobe memerah ilham.
Skrin putih sahaja. Semut merangkak di skrin
Tidak ditekan.
Alt-F4 memanggil.

"tapi kini keadaan hidupku telah jauh berbeda
tak ada lagi hati yang aku tunggu tuk selesai berdandan
aku telurusi jejak-jejak malam yang bertabur bintang
semakin berat hatimu untuk aku lupakan
tak pernah aku menyangka sejauh ini aku melangkah
tak pernah aku menyangka sedalam ini aku terluka"

Sedang aku merenung kotak laici,
Tidak semena-mena
Lelaki Tanpa Muka berada di sebelahku. Mengerang
Lengan nya luka berdarah memancut. Muka lebam sana sini.

"Kau kenapa?" tanya aku
"Perempuan Dalam Kalbu buat aku sakit" jawab Lelaki Tanpa Muka
"Mari sini, biar aku bersihkan luka-luka semua tu. Nanti kuman masuk"

Sedikit demi sedikit aku tepekkan antiseptik ke luka-luka
Mungkin sakit sedikit tetapi masa heals everything.

"Cukuplah aku memberi kau kepada Perempuan Dalam Kalbu. Kasihan kau, asyik luka dan sakit
bersama dengan dia lagi." ujar aku.

"Tetapi Ujer, bukan apa, kau menyayangi dia bukan? Biar la aku pergi kepada dia." kata Lelaki Tanpa Muka.

"Sudah masanya kita berdua melepaskan dia. Kita berdua hanya boleh menyayanginya dan mencintai dia dari jauh, dan ya itu sudah cukup, Dia hendak berubah dan, jika betul kita sayang dan cinta akan dia, kita doakan untuk merubah. dan kita, bersihkan luka-luka kita dahulu. Parut akan sentiasa ada. Aku hendak menjadi yang terbaik, dan jika ada jodoh aku dengan dia, aku lepaskan kau kepada dia kembali. Untuk sementara, stay close with me. Kita sama-sama mencintai dan menyayangi dia"

"Kenapa kau tak lepaskan aku ke perempuan lain? Maksud aku, banyak lagi di luar sana."

"Aku dah nekad Lelaki Tanpa Muka, aku ingin mengambil kekasih hanya untuk dibuat isteri, hubungan seperti ini tidak lah sihat. Lihat apa jadi kat kau. Calar balar. lebam biru. Luka dalam. Jika difikirkan, jika setiap kali hubungan ini berakhir macam ini. Amat menggangu fikiran bukan"

"Well, you got your point Ujer. Yes, let me go back into you"

Lelaki Tanpa Muka hilang.
Lagu Sekali Lagi by Sheila On 7 terus terpasang, dibiarkan dalam mode repeat.

" jika hidup terus berputar, biarlah berputar
akan ada harapan sekali lagi, seperti dulu"

Butang X merah di hujung Windows ditekan.
Bilik sunyi.
Tetapi hati berkata pergi
Jadi yang terbaik untuk yang terbaik.

"Laki laki yang baik hanya untuk perempuan yang baik "

Perempuan Dalam Kalbu,
Kita berusaha untuk jadi yang terbaik okay?
Harapan dan doa aku iringi bersama kamu.

Aku harap berbaloi penantian ini.

.Kalam-kalam suci Allah S.W.T dialunkan

.Alhamdulilah

Kopi Pes

2011-12-21T01:15:00.000-08:00

Just Saying.

------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --
Julai
- Amat suka didampingi pasangan.
- Sukar dimengerti oleh pasangan.
- Sentiasa menjaga maruah diri, pasangan dan perhubungan.
- Amat mudah dipujuk dan berterus terang.
- Amat menghargai kesetiaan pasangan.
- Mengambil berat dan mengasihi pasangan
- Berkebolehan untuk meluahkan isi hati terhadap individu yang dicintai.
- Mudah terluka dan lambat untuk pulih.
- Suka merajuk dan dipujuk.
- Setia terhadap pasangan.
- Suka mendengar dan tidak suka membantah.
- Cemburu terhadap pasangan.
- Suka menilai dan menjaga perhubungan.
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- -

No copyright infringement intended. :P

String Of Words

2011-12-17T04:37:00.000-08:00

And

it all started with matric picture day.

yet

still going strong.

although

no relationship involved
but

Our heart is entwined

and like they say

The rest is history

me say

the future has just started.

thank you. Ana.

Verdict

2011-12-12T17:04:00.000-08:00

3.75
and i'm very grateful.
Congratulations to all of my housemates
4 flat.
but for those who didn't achieved it
don't be sad or grief.

Alhamdulilah.
:)

and to Ana,
i'm proud of you.
Congratulations to you too.
we work harder for this semester aite?

Constant effort and adequate struggle

thank you Allah
thank you Ibu and Ayah
thank you my siblings
thank you my housemate
thank you Ana.

MARA

2011-12-06T03:28:00.001-08:00

Friday to Sunday.
All out activity for three straight days.
Tired is a must.
True Story.

Well, i did enjoy my time there.
Thanks to Ana for reminding me at constant rate
to enjoy myself
Alhamdulilah.
:)

At first i was like paksa rela
going to that camp.
And i was quite flattered when Ana
willing to go along with me.
Well, she sacrificed three days going back to her hometown
just to see me have fun.
(in the end she enjoyed it too, ^_^ )

"when you are confidence with yourself, you can do anything"
I don't know what's got into me
I just walked right out of my seat
and handled a committee election.

Meet a lot of new people,
make new friends
Fun but tiring activity.
Our group name was Blue Scorpion
and the tagline is
"MENYENGAT!"
There is a brother in my group whose name is Hadi
He seems kinda a decent guy
He taught me Pscychology during group activity
Alhamdulilah.

Another goes by the name Echaa
we had common interest
photography and lomography
She's talkative yessiree!

It's quite sad actually
not being able to participate in the sketch
Perjalanan Hidup Insan Bernama Fadhil.
At least i do something by writing the narration for the sketch.
and we won the Best Performance.

And it is the first time
in a camp that actually someone
want to take a picture with me.
HAHA

Anything else to say?

thank you MARA.
:)

Gurindam Hutan Batu/ Tak Perlu Merajuk Lagi

2011-11-24T07:21:00.001-08:00

Kalau kau rasa terkilan
Jangan simpan di dalam hati
Walau kau rasa tertekan
Jangan sampai dibawa mati
Mari cuba selesaikan
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Tak perlu merajuk lagi

Kalau kau rasa ditawan
Janganlah perkhabarkan pihak berkuasa
Jadilkanlah amalan
Tak bermakna kau tak boleh bersuara
Jadikanlah telandan
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Tak perlu merajuk lagi
Tak perlu merajuk lagi

Mari cuba selesaikan
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Tak perlu merajuk lagi

Rasa apa yang ku rasa
Cinta pasti dia yang sebenar
Tiada yang mustahil
Tiada pasti berhasil
Tiada yang mustahil
Cinta berkalut semua

Kalau rasa digunakan
Jangan biar ia berleluasa
Walau kau tak melawan
Tak bermakna kau tak boleh bersuara
Mari cuba selesaikan
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Tak perlu merajuk lagi

Rasa apa yang ku rasa
Cinta pasti dia yang sebenar
Tiada yang mustahil
Tiada pasti berhasil
Tiada yang mustahil
Cinta berkalut semua 4x

Kalau kau rasa terkilan
Jangan simpan di dalam hati
Walau kau rasa tertekan
Jangan sampai dibawa mati
Mari cuba selesaikan
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Kau cuma perlukan cinta
Dan sedikit perhatian
Kau cuma perlukan cinta

Tak Perlu Merajuk Lagi

Thank you Monoloque.
I just need perhatian i guess.
terima kasih ibu dan housemate and my boys.

Cerkon :Pensel Warna

2011-11-23T02:31:00.001-08:00

Darjah 1

Kelas 1 Kenanga kosong. Biasalah waktu rehat.
Kantin ialah medan perang.
Tangisan perut murid.
Terlihat seorang budak perempuan. Melukis
berdasarkan strok pergerakan tangan dia.
Dua ponytail terikat kemas
diikat dengan gelang getah merah jambu
muka Pan-Asia. Kacukan. nice.
ber-pinafore blue black.
Sekotak kaler pensel Luna dengan batang pensel warna berterabur
di atas meja.

Asyik dia sedang melukis sesuatu.
mungkin kuda, tidak pun harimau.
Senyap-senyap aku datang daripada belakang
menjenguk lukisan dia.
Oh, gambar pemandangan.
Secara tidak sengaja,
"cantik kau lukis"

Secara tiba-tiba, dengan panik
seolah esok nak kiamat. Kelam kabut.
Cepat-cepat dia masukkan pensel warna yang panjang dan pendek
Dan, secepat kilat, hilang.
Aku termangu, hidung berhingus. Hingus aku jatuh.
Betul betul jatuh di atas sebatang pensel warna hijau kontot.

Tingkatan 3

PMR tahun ini. Aku simpan lagi pensel warna hijau itu.
Tak pernah tahu apa fungsi pensel,tetapi pensel warna ini bermain ligat di jari.
Mengingatkan kali pertama aku jatuh cinta dengan lukisan dan perempuan.
Aku berada di kelas depan. Aku akui dia tidak lah cepat tangkap dalam akademik.
Sama seperti sekolah rendah. Tidak pernah sama kelas. Dan tidak pernah tahu nama dia.

Tetapi di dinding sepanjang jalan ke kantin, lukisan-lukisan pemandangan
semuanya di lukis oleh dia. tetapi lukisan dia sempurna.
Seolah tiada ruang untuk aku. Kawan aku kata aku gila
Menatap dinding sepanjang waktu rehat. Tapi aku tak kisah.

Hari PMR sudah tiba.
Kedudukan angka nombor giliran dipamerkan di hadapan dewan.
Berjalan dengan pantasnya aku ke meja apabila pengawas peperiksaan meninggikan suara.

Adrenalin menyusup
Endorfin menyusuli.

Dia, perempuan lukisan itu.
Betul-betul duduk di hadapan aku.
Peperiksaan paling gembira pernah aku duduki.
Satu pun tidak berubah.
Ponytail di ikat satu,
wajah Pan-Asian.
Dan namanya Maya.

18 tahun
Genap 18 umur aku. Dua tahun selepas meninggalkan Maya
Meninggalkan lukisan dinding yang dia lukis.
Selepas mendapat keputusan PMR, aku ditawarkan
ke sekolah berasrama penuh yang bernama (letak nama sekolah all boys di sini)

2 tahun yang agak menyeksakan. Tiada lukisan untuk rohani.
Tiada lagi iras Maya. Tiada lagi ponytail
Apatah lagi all-boys school. Yang nampak hanyalah
corak boxer, kemaluan lelaki di waktu pagi, dan testoterone yang membuak-buak.

Sudah tamat zaman persekolahan.
3 bulan akhirnya keputusan SPM diumumkan.
Tidaklah straight A, tapi hanya cukup bersyukur dapat melanjutkan pelajaran.

Malam itu, bonda membebel menyuruh menyelesaikan urusan IPTA,
Tergerak hati membuka website. adeh, terasa malas pulak.
lalu, aku membuka Facebook. Sejurus sahaja log in, pap!
nama Maya Zulkarnain muncul di Suapan Berita.
" akan mengikuti kursus Diploma Seni Lukis. Cant wait !"

Aku berfikir sejenak. Lalu jari aku pantas melayari laman web.
Tak ku sangka. kursus yang aku minat sama tempatnya dengan
kursus dia. Tanpa lengah lagi, selesai juga urusan IPTA.

21 tahun
Hari bersilih ganti. Malam berganti siang.
Sudah hampir 3 tahun aku dan Maya di kampus yang sama,
tetapi masih dia tidak menyedari aku.
Manakan tidak. Sibuk dengan hal pelajaran terutamanya aku
yang mengikuti kursus UndangUndang. Banyak yang perlu dipelajari
Kuliah, tutorial, aktiviti luar. Aku ada jugak melihat dia.
Banyak tidak berubah, tetapi yang pastinya dia sudah tampil bertudung.
Nampak ayu sekali.
tapi tidak lah selalu berjumpa. Walaupun sekejap, tetapi amatlah bermakna.

Tidak aku sedari, aku berada di penghujung kursus.
Begitu juga dengan Maya.

Hari-hari terakhir aku di kampus
aku habiskan dengan berjalan-jalan di fakulti-fakulti lain.
Merayau tidak tentu hala, meninjau bilik-bilik yang tak pernah dikunjung.
Sedang aku berjalan, terdengar suara seseorang daripada Bilik Seni.

Aku menjenguk kepala aku dan alangkah terkejut
Maya berada di dalam bilik tu.
Hanya merenung lukisan yang dia hendak siapkan.
Tetapi lukisan itu kali ini, tidak sempurna.

Terdapat satu ruang lompong kecil berwarna putih di atas kanvas.

"Cantik lukisan tu".
Maya membalas, "Tetapi ada sesuatu yang tidak kena"
"Apa dia?"

Maya merenung mata aku dalam-dalam. Seolah-olah dia memberitahu aku sesuatu.
Tanpa aku sedari, tangan aku menyelit ke dalam beg
dan mengeluarkan pensel warna hijau kontot yang sudah lama tersimpan.

Senyuman Maya terukir. Senyuman yang tidak pernah dilihat.
Aku mengangkat pensel warna itu, dan melorekkan warna ke dalam ruang
yang masih putih.

Di situ juga, cinta kami berputik.
Maya meluahkan segalanya.

60 tahun
Di atas kerusi malas, pensel warna berputar di jari-jari kedut ini.
Pensel warna yang memulakan segalanya.
Lukisan pertama kami tergantung di ruang tamu.

Maya sudah lama meninggalkan kami.
Kanser. 15 tahun lalu.
Alhamdulilah, anak-anak semua berjaya.
Alangkah indahnya jika dia dapat melihat semua ini.

Ahh,lukisan pertama itu. Terasa seperti dia berada di sini lagi.

rekaan penulis.

Surah Luqman Ayat 18

2011-11-16T23:49:00.001-08:00

“Dan janganlah memalingkan muka dari manusia (karena sombong) dan janganlah kamu berjalan di muka bumi dengan angkuh. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang yang sombong lagi membanggakan diri”

Salah satu potongan ayat Al-Quran yang aku berpegang dalam

kehidupan.

Tag Whore

2011-11-11T00:10:00.001-08:00

Okay post ini untuk membalas jasa

Cik Rifah yang menge-tag saya.

Cik Rifah Izzati

Dia suruh saya jawab 11 soalan yang dia bagi.

So saya jawablah.

Here are the 11 questions and my answer.

11 SOALAN PANAS DARI WA UNTUK Y'OLS

apa benda yang paling sedih yang pernah berlaku dalam hidup korang?

-benda yang paling sedih dalam hidup saya ialah when i failed my add-math during

mid year exam form 5. menangis. tak pernah menangis because of result.

camano korang meluahkan perasaan terhadap someone?

-Meluahkan perasaan terhadap someone tidak kira perasaan cinta, marah, suka , ialah

berjumpa dengan dia face to face and talk from the heart. tak perlu berlakon

pernah kena cili mulut tak?

-ujer baik. tak pernah kena. :P

percaya tak cinta jarak jauh lagi² yang tak pernah jumpa?

-Nak percaya cinta jarak jauh kena percaya pada pasangan dulu.

agak² korang wa ni orang yang macam mana eh?

-Saya sporting happy go lucky sangat suka buat lawak pelik yang orang tak faham

pernah tak korang buat orang tersayang menangis?sebab? e.g.parents,lover

-jujurnya, saya ada buat Ana saya menangis, Sebab ada salah faham sikit.

but all is well.

ada pengalaman mistik tak?ce citer ce citer

-hehe, banyak. Mana satu nak? Cerita pocong pun ada. Waktu tu

kat Kem Birotatanegara. Kembara Hutan pukul 3 pagi start. Masa subuh tu, ada surau

dalam hutan mana entah, then masa ambil wuduk nak subuh, basuh muka pandang depan

terpandang la ada wanita berambut serabai, bertenggek kat batu atas sungai. wuduk ambik kat sungai.

parents korang open tak bab² couple cinta ni semua?

-Open but still belajar priority utama.

gedik dengan manja apa perbezaannya di mata korang? selain ejaan yea.

-Gedik ialah menunjukkan manja yang berlebihan di depan SEMUA orang.

-Manja ialah menunjukkan gedik yang berlebihan di depan orang yang dia nak bermanja.

and saya suka yang manja. awww

kalau korang marah/mengamuk,apa yang korang buat? *main congkak ke ape ke

-senyum dan blah dari tempat tu. Kalau marah sangat, merajuk. haha

siapa gf/bf korang?mention sikit nama.ucapan tak kurang 50 pp utk si dia.

-Nama gadis bertuah namanya Ana. Terima kasih kepada Ana kerana

menerima saya seadanya walaupun saya tidaklah sekacak Hang Tuah, tidak pandai

berbahasa seperti A Samad Said, dan nakal yang sangat. Ucapan lovey dovey

kat handset ye sayang? :D

Define Love.

2011-11-10T18:25:00.001-08:00

Love is when you can fart in front of each other without feeling shy.

Semester Transition

2011-11-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

Final exam is
finally over for semester 1.
I'm sure everyone's feeling over the rainbow
right now
NOT!

4 days
for
Semester Holiday

What are they thinking?

After two weeks of struggling
i ought to get a week or so for holiday.

but then again, who am i to complain.
Sometime you just have to know when to give up

Anyways, It's Hari Raya Aidiladha
A raya that Malay people usually don't care much
compared to Hari Raya Aidilfitri

just saying.

and again complaining.
=,='
cannot help it.

and miss her.
No complain.

:D

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha People!
Enjoy your time with your family
~~especially for those who have 4 days semester holiday.~~

Medan Perang

2011-11-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

Führer meletakkan peta negara.
Bendera kecil diletakkan menandakan
kawasan yang sudah di jajah.
Kawasan putih masih belum dipijakkan kaki German.

Austria, sudah
Belgium, sudah
Belarus, sudah
Kawasan putih bendera,
dalam khayalan bakal dalam genggaman

Siapkan Panzer, dan panji.
Sarungkan insignia Nazi dengan megah.

Führer tinggalkan Command Center

Lagu Das Lied Der Deutschen bergema di belakang

Tapi itu, tahun 1935-1945

Sekarang 2011

Pelajar meletakkan pensil dan pen
Bulatan hitam kertas OMR menandakan
soalan yang sudah di jawab
Kertas putih masih belum ditulis jawapan

Matematik sudah,
English sudah
Biologi sudah,
Dua kertas lagi dalam igauan

Siapkan minda dan ilmu di dada,
Pamerkan slip pepeiksaan dengan megah

Pelajar tinggalkan Examination Hall

Lagu sorakan pelajar selepas exam bergema.

cross my mind

2011-10-29T19:21:00.001-07:00

Siapa tak nak orang yang dia sayang perfect?

Masalahnya,
dengan sempurna ni,

ia tak wujud.

Tetapi siapa kata perubahan ke arah lebih baik
tidak wujud?

Terima kasih.
:)

Persepsi Aku,Mereka,Kita,Kau dan Kami.

2011-10-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Kita tak perlu fikir apa orang lain pandang kita.
Biar apa orang lain cakap,
Mereka cakap, Mereka sebar.
Itu fitnah.

Hanya Tuhan tahu apa niat kita.

Niat baik, baik lah pekerjaan kita
Niat jahat, jahat lah pekerjaan kita

Doa'

2011-10-24T09:14:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah,
Berikan lah aku kesabaran dan kekuatan
dalam mengharungi
tanggungjawab aku sebagai
hambaMu, anak , abang , pelajar, sahabat, dan sahabat istimewa.

Mere Warning.

2011-10-23T10:43:00.000-07:00

Exam mood.
Emotionally unstable.
Like i'm having PMS
(yela tu)

Peperiksaan Mood Study

PMS

=,='

About Food

2011-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Jika saya tertekan, saya tak makan.

rhyme kan?

Resepi Percintaan Jarak Jauh

2011-10-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

:')

Ia Berjudul...

2011-10-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

Tipulah kalau kami tak pernah bergaduh
Tipulah kalau kami tak pernah salah faham
Tipulahh kalau kami tak pernah bermasam muka

Tapi
i love her
and i'm sure
she feels the same way towards me.

:D
<3

I Can't Sing, So I Write.

2011-10-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

Ekstradisi minda.
Poligami pemikiran.
Aliran air menitik.
Agitasi perasaan rindu dan cinta

Otak gentat
Generatif ilmu
Kimia, hisab, kaji hayat
Malam idil

ikhtilaf kau dan aku
seolah logamaya
di oasis padang pasir
Visualisasi seperti ada
sebaliknya hanya bayangan

isolasi perasaan ragu-ragu
Jelak dengan tangisan dikau
aku bersalah.
aku korup.

Me Gusta 4

2011-10-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

Saya suka bila dia tenung saya. macam nak makan saya XD

Tentang Abul 1

2011-10-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

Abul tak suka blogger especially saya. :D

Wayar Merah atau Wayar Biru?

2011-10-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

Malam pekat.
Awan tebal.
Cahaya bulan malap.

Kelibat seorang manusia berlari anak-anak.
terkinja-kinja mengelak daripada diperhati dtangkap konco-konco
ketua kongsi gelap.

shup!
Dia melepaskan berdas-das tembakan dengan pantas
daripada pistol berkaliber 9mm dilengkapi silencer.
Rebah konco-konco yang menjaga pintu utama gudang.
Tapi kelakuan Si Pengintip pelik.
Memandang sekeliling
dan terus
dia memanjat bumbung dan masuk ke ruang udara ventilasi

Merangkak seinci demi seinci.
Hairan. memilih jalan susah daripada menggunakan
pintu utama.
Sungguh menyeksakan untuk terus merangkak dalam ventilasi
klaustrofobik.

Tapi apakan daya Si Pengintip .
Tugas tetap tugas.
Dia mengeluarkan iDurian nya
dan mendapatkan koordinat latitud dan longitud GPS
bilik wanita yang diculik

yakni,
isterinya

Setitik peluh mengalir membasahi kerut dahi.
Si Pengintip hairan
Tidak pernah dia berpeluh selama ini.
Terasa tekanan fizikal dan mental misi ini.

iDurian Si Pengintip berbunyi.
"Di sini la bilik dia "

perlahan-lahan dia turun.
dan terlihat seorang wanita
berpakaian gaun serba merah
terikat di kerusi.
selophane tape tertampal di bibirnya yang merah merekah
tangannya halus teikat dek tali guni
dan tubuh yang mungil terbatas dengan rantai besi.

dan paling mengejutkan
bom C4 betul-betul di atas dada 36D wanita itu.

Si Pengintip gelabah.
Mundar mandir
Memang lari daripada norma tugas dia sebagai pengintip.
Sedang dia mundar mandir
Sekilas pandang,
dua wayar terjuntai.
Biru dan merah.
Playar sedia di pinggang

Silap potong
nyawa dua-dua melayang

dia keliru
mana satu dia harus pilih?
Biru atau merah?

tiba-tiba

jeritan "CUT!" daripada director
"Awat hang gelabah? Lakonan je, sebab awak tak potong wayar, saya POTONG"
" from the top!" jerit clipper boy.

That's life people.

lebih baik lalu di ruang ventilasi, daripada lalu di pintu utama
biar cara susah, baru kenal erti hidup

lebih baik selamatkan orang tersayang, daripada biar mereka keseorangan di rumah
jadi, tiada lah kita take things for granted.

life ada adalah pentas lakonan
sentiasa ada orang akan mengarah-arah kita.
tetapi Dia sahaja yang kita berharap.
Dia lah yang akan ambil nyawa kita.
Dia lah yang menentukan rezeki.
Dia lah yang menentukan jodoh :)

Pembaca budiman,
Anda seorang pelakon sekarang.
Ayuh.
Pilih
Wayar biru atau wayar merah?

Abstract and Attract

2011-10-06T13:15:00.000-07:00

That's her

That's embarrasing. :*)

Finally Found The Quoter

2011-10-05T22:58:00.000-07:00

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.”

-Bob Marley-

Me Gusta 3

2011-10-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

Saya suka bila dia kata "tak payah boleh tak?"

Reasons

2011-09-29T23:14:00.000-07:00

Reasons?
Why do we need reasons?

Do God need reason when He created Adam?

Do God need reason when He created this world?

Kunfayakun

" You know you are truly in love if you fall in love for no reason at all"
i guess that is what i am feeling right now

i don't have a reason why I'm with and in love with you
again, i'm sorry.
You gave me your reasons and i really appreciated everything you said

I'm still finding the answer and reason.
Hope you can have little patience with it
while i'm seeking out the answer.
I don't know if can find it
YET.

Don't you think we have that chemistry?
maybe.just maybe.

I may not be perfect,but i love you perfectly
I may not be handsome, but my life is handsome with you
I may not good in conversations, but i like when you talk
I may not a talker, but i thought of you.

and.....

Go to Friday Prayers.
Calm my mind.

Apresiasi

2011-09-28T10:20:00.000-07:00

Thank you for giving me another chance.
I'll change for a better good.

Yeap, i'm Stoned

2011-09-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

To all people who are asking how am i here
in Penang
i'm doing fine.
And yes, i'm sorry for not updating my current situation.

But life's been good here
with all the jolly good new crazy friends and classmates,
'sempoi' lecturers,
flexible class schedule ,
(except for Wednesday though,butthurt =,=)
Awesome campus
(a tad bit small tough)

Here, in AUCMS
the weekends are the best.
If there's a spare time
One or two of us will plan an outing

Activities done so far

1. Queensbay Mall -
Mainly for catching up with latest movies

2. One Night Stand at Penang
Yeah maybe one night stand is a little bit too much
but this one night stand mean is cruising around Penang from 10 p.m
until Subuh. All in one night

3. Waterfall at Selama,Perak
the best.Two thumbs up.

4. Karaoke
Craziest set of people i've been to karaoke with so far
they sing like animals!
with all the jumping and expression and sing along

5.Outing With Rented Car
Cruise around Penang enjoying scenery,enjoying good food

My studies are going fine
but
still procrastination
is my daily routine
And again my arch enemy
Mathematics
brings me down
Erghh.

And,
i just read few minutes ago
a status of a good friend of mine
"Do you remember, i was your friend when you were single?"

i know it was not meant for me,
but it cross my mind that
lama tak lepak dengan dia kat mamak.

To Do List Balik Rumah

1. lepak dengan dia

On top of that,
Sorry no pictures.
i'll put in sometime later
(dayum internet connection =,=' )

-Absence makes the heart grow fonder-

-

Resistance Is Futile. NOT.

2011-09-25T17:31:00.000-07:00

I'm changing.
And that is not good.
How come i can resist it after all this time
yet in a split second,

I succumbed

I should not be like this.
Major revert.
Minor injuries.
Inversion of soul
Deep thinking thoroughly
the smell of guilty.
clean slate.
no more stuck on replay.
Doing things over and over again.

College life is different.
Decision and critical thinking is the essence
not just in study
social, finance etc.

I'm getting sidetracked
(hope she will not)

-set my motion straight-

Ireland

Me Gusta 2

2011-09-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

Saya suka bila dia sembunyi muka belakang kertas pastu aucak! saya

Bangku Putih

2011-09-22T11:50:00.000-07:00

Tenang petang itu.

Angin mencium pipi seolah tanpa segan.
Ah, petang yang cantik.
Masa yang sesuai untuk pergi ke bangku putih
yang selalu menjadi tempat kami berdua
berbicara.

Tersemat sebuah buku berjudul
'Why Are They So Weird" di dalam tangan pendek aku ini.
Buku itu sengaja dibawa dijadikan
pembunuh kebosanan,
Perogol masa,
Meriuhkan kesunyian minda dengan aksara Barat.
Sementara menunggu si dia.

Dari jauh bangku putih
itu nampak putih radiannya
dari jauh dalam hijau padang permainan itu.
Aku sengih.

Hanya beberapa kaki sahaja daripada bangku putih
Aku melabuhkan punggung terus di atas rumput yang hampir botak
dan manusia-manusia di situ pelik
mengapakah lelaki ~~comel~~ ini tidak duduk di bangku putih ini?

Gatal-gatal daripada rumput degilnya aku biarkan
Asalkan bangku putih itu kosong apabila dia datang

5 minit pertama tidaklah terasa canggung.
tetapi setelah 10 minit, tangan aku gatal menyelak halaman-halaman buku
yang aku bawa awal tadi.

buku yang menarik.
Menceritakan kaitan otak dengan remaja

Otak ketika remaja mempunyai grey matter yang tebal yang membantu melajukan impuls

Otak ketika remaja ialah dalam proses membentuk otak dewasa.

Frontal lobe iaitu Eksekutif kepada badan kita membesar paling lambat dan oleh sebab itu
remaja sering bertindak terburu-buru, agresif dan sukar membuat keputusan.

Myelin iaitu lapisan yang membaluti axon dilihat paling besar ketika remaja
Myelin akan mengerakkan caj elektrik 100 kali ganda daripada axon yang tidak ber-myelin
mungkin ini sebab mengapa remaja terlalu sensitif dan beremosi?
who knows?

Satu lagi yang menarik perhatian aku ialah
satu tempat yang dipanggil Broca's Area.
Di sini lah tempat mencari dan menghasilkan perkataan untuk percakapan.

Aku tutup buku

Telefon bimbit aku bergetar.
1 New Message. Siapa? (bukan Celcom tau)
Nama Perempuan Sepatah Dua muncul.
Peliknya.
Dia tak pernah hantar mesej sebelum ini.

masa tunjuk 6.30.
Rasanya dia takkan datang. Sedikit hampa, tetapi tidak mengapa.
Aku pun berangkat balik ke habitat.

Setelah sampai ke habitat,
Dia memanggil aku turun ke Rumah Kelab.
Tertanya-tanya sendirian.
Entah mengapa.

Sesampai di sana,
dia meluahkan perasaan kecewa (mungkin marah) terhadap aku
Myelin yang membaluti axon dia mesti sangat tebal sehingga dia
seperti hendak menangis

Aku tidak tahu apa-apa yang terjadi,
aku tidak sedar.

Mungkin Broca's Area aku sudah rosak
Kerana aku tidak berkata apa-apa, dan hanya mendiam diri
frontal lobe aku sudah blur.
Aku tidak boleh membuat keputusan.

dan dia menangis.

Aku kelu.
Oleh itu aku salahkan Broca's Area aku.
kerana tidak tahu perkataan apa untuk meminta maaf kepada dia.
walaupun tidak tahu salah siapa.

saya minta maaf.

Bawa hasrat mu menjauh

2011-09-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

bumi ku pijak langit ku junjung,
tak ku sangka begini hebat kau ku sanjung.

Lone Pair

2011-09-20T12:21:00.000-07:00

Setiap benda ada pasangannya

Adalah norma untuk setiap benda mempunyai pasangan.

Tetapi persoalannya
Di mana pasangan yang betul dan sekimia?

Kenapa warna hitam selalu dikaitkan dengan putih?
kenapa tidak kuning, biru, hijau mahupun merah

Aku sering terbayang.

Siapakah pasangan awan?

Jikalau nak dipasangkan dengan langit,
tentulah mencemar duli bumi
kerana pasangannya bumi ialah langit
Mesti sedih awan.
sebab tu hujan.

Jikalau nak dipasangkan dengan alam semesta,
tentulah awan terasa asing
kerana alam semesta mempunyai ramai bintang
nakal juga ya alam semesta, poligami. XD

Jikalau dengan matahari,
tidak ada masa matahari dengan awan,
kerana sibuk bermain kejar-kejar bersama bulan.

Suatu hari nanti, adalah pasangan awan tu.
Mungkin pelangi,pasangan yang berkalerful.

Point aku di sini hanyalah untuk timbulkan satu paradoks

Aku sayang pasangan aku
Dan iringan doa ke Tuhan yang Maha Esa
agar dia menjadi pasangan aku
yang betul dan sekimia.

DAN

Aku perlu kurangkan berat badan
agar pelamin aku nanti tak roboh.
HAHA

Enough lah dengan post merapu ni.
tulisan rambang orang tak berjambang di tengah bulan mengambang.

Me Gusta 1

2011-09-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

Saya suka bila dia tolak cermin mata naik atas hidung dia.

Role Playing

2011-09-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

Malam ini aku sendiri-- lagi
Tiada si dia berada dekat untuk dijadikan teman mimpi
Tiada si manja itu untuk dimanjakan sampai dua pertiga malam.
kehadiran notis telefon "new messages" tidak kelihatan sejak pukul 4 petang tadi
Dia tak reply.

Disebabkan rasa sunyi aku ini;
Aku putus untuk berjalan-jalan keluar di sekitar habitat aku
Melepaskan semua marah kesumat dalam hati
dengan melepaskan nafas-keluhan

Berharap dengan melihat bulan akan reda marah
Ceh, bulan pun seolah memaki aku.

Datang seorang lelaki,
Namanya Lelaki Tanpa Muka

Ditegurnya aku dengan nada monotonik.
" boleh tumpang sebelah?"
Tidak menoleh mahupun memalingkan pancaindera
"boleh,tapi jangan kacau"

Berjalannya dia, mulanya tidak sama langkah
Kasut kulit Lelaki Tanpa Muka seolah hilang dalam pekat malam
Setelah beberapa tapak,langkah makin perlahan
dan langkah telah sinkronasi.

Walaupun Lelaki Tanpa Muka,
Senyum sinis dia tetap nampak dalam Bulan penuh malam itu.
soalan terpacul keluar daripada mulut dia.

"Perempuan Dalam Kalbu tak reply mesage kau harini hmm?"
"Tak"
"Kenapa Perempuan Dalam Kalbu tak reply?"
"entahla"
"Agak-agak dia dah tak sayangkan kau tak?"

Mata aku terbeliak. Angin malam sejuk itu terasa panas membahang.
Lelaki Tanpa Muka tanpa segan silu menambah garam pada luka.
Mempermainkan gundah gulana aku

"Lebih baik kau kejar Perempuan Sepatah Dua, walaupun balas mesej seperti habuk,
tapi masih dia balas,aku tak boleh tengok kau macam ni"
"Ah,diam lah kau, itu sejarah lama yang aku sudah aku lupakan."
"baiklah Uzair,hmm kau nak jumpa kawan aku tak?

"Siapa?"

Lelaki Tanpa Muka bersiul.
Figura aneh muncul,berasap tidak tahu mana puncanya
Asap berpinar-pinar membentuk vorteks
dan muncul lembaga memakai jubah hitam menutupi
seluruh ceruk dan kaviti badannya.
tergantung sebuah balang kaca di pinggangnya
nama dia Lelaki Roh.

"Kenapa kau panggil aku?" tanya Lelaki Roh.
"Aku nak mati, mati lebih baik daripada melayan kau orang berdua." ujar aku.
"Pergi panjat bumbung, selepas kau terjun, masuk dalam balang aku ni"
" Perempuan Dalam Kalbu cakap jangan panjat bumbung" aku membalas

Lelaki Tanpa Muka menyampuk.
" Kenapa kau nak mati sebenarnya?"
Aku menjawab,
"Sebab Perempuan Dalam Kalbu seperti tak yakin dengan hubungan kami berdua"

Shiushh.
Lelaki Tanpa Muka dan Lelaki Roh lesap.hilang.
mungkin lebih baik mereka biar aku mati keseorangan.

" TAPI aku sayang dia dan aku percaya aku dapat meyakinkan dia."

Mungkin adalah lebih baik
aku mencapai telefon bimbit
dan mengucapkan "Selamat Malam Sayang" kepada Perempuan Dalam Kalbu
ataupun menelefon hanya untuk mendengar suara manja dia.
Terpandang gambar dia dalam telefon bimbit.
Dia tengah tidur ni. Mesti comel.
Tergelak kecil aku.

seperti orang putih cakap, "don't take things for granted"

Itu lebih baik.

Kepingan daun-daun jatuh
atas rambut bowl-cut aku ini
Kepingan daun-daun rindu rupanya.

Cuba Bicara Kisah Pada Ana

2011-09-13T10:50:00.000-07:00

Cuba bicara kisah pada Ana
Matanya akan menjadi galak
Bersinar-sinar
Di sebalik kanta matanya,

Cuba bicara kisah pada Ana
Senyum simpulnya akan terukir
Seperti pretzel yang menjadi kegemarannya

Cuba bicara kisah pada Ana
Suaranya merdu tergelak jika
diceritakan jenaka
disusuli
dengan sulaman gigi tersusun rapi

Cuba bicara kisah pada Ana
Jika anda pandai bercerita.

Saya tidak pandai berbicara kisah pada Ana
Mana mungkin boleh saya mengetahui
Semua ini.
Kamu semua rasa adakah ini satu persoalan?
Saya beri kamu satu resolusi

Saya berbicara kisah pada Ana,
Dari hati.

Dah lama tak tulis macam ini.
Dah tak pandai.

Special Dedication

2011-09-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

Bo Amir Iqram-Something New

don't you dare say you don't love me
because i know you do
don't ignore the moments passed
which seemed so untrue
underneathe neon lights
we spoke of me and you
i am glad i've found someone new

we've spent hours talking about
what we love to do
movies, music, arts around
we enjoy the same ones too
don't you dare to say yes

when i refuse to hold you
i am glad that you fell for me too

simple smiles from you
puts the joy in me too
always smoke as we joke
of everyday's new
don't be sad should feel glad
that i'm making my dreams come true
don't you worry
there will someone new
i am glad that it's you
i fell into

Specially for,

Ana.

New Place

2011-07-01T08:47:00.001-07:00

Back to learning.
7 months fly so fast.
tup tup tup
dan dah masuk universiti

Allianze University College of Medical Sciences
not a bad place
kinda nice.
Hostel that looks like a hotel
hahaha

Registration pun macam daftar biasa la
borang ni,borang tu
tak fotostat borang ni la bbrang tu
leceh.
paling benci isi borang.,
=,='

Housemate yang chill dan lepak je
okay tak chill.
PANAS GILA!

Housemate list:
Aku
Atif
Hasbul
Aiman
Najmi
Hazamin

tapi seriusly
diorang memang lepak
Orientasi pun baru habis
letih lagi
Maybe next time
aku takde benda nak cite sangat
English aku pun terabur

Pasca SPM Sudah Tamat

2011-05-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Whats up guys?
aku bet semua dah pergi masuk U sekarang ni
Semua macam enjoy je nak pergi universiti
(padahal)
apa pun aku mendoakan
kejayaan korang kat tempat baru
especially yang tak pernah duduk asrama
apa-apa pun kena la belajar jugak kan?
yang pernah duduk asrama,pulun je la study.

Ada yang IPTA
ada yang dapat Matrikulasi
Ada dapat Politeknik
tapi ada gak yang tak puas hati placing diorang
Tapi ada juga yang aku tanya
tak dapat mana-mana
bukan rezeki kot.
korang patut bersyukur

Tahniah la kepada semua yang dapat melanjutkan pelajaran
Yang dapat biasiswa JPA,MARA etc.
masih tunggu masa nak masuk.
walaupun ada yg dah masuk.

Aku?
aku dapat tawaran masuk UiTM Puncak Alam
tapi tolak sebab MARA bagi tawaran biasiswa
untuk belajar medik.
foundation kat AUCMS,Penang
Allianze University College of Medical Sciences
(untuk siapa yang malas google)
tak tau la life kat situ nnti camne.
aku harap dapat la get along dengan membe-membe baru.

Facebook pun rasa malas nak online dah kot
kalo on pun biar terbukak je,takde depan kom
dah takde org kul 3 pagi tu yang nak chat
so,apa nak buat sekarang?
sebulan lagi nak masuk

kerja?
haha,ntah la.
ada ke orang nak hire orang yang nk kerja sebulan je?
i think not.

my work now is

Eat,Pray.Love

yeah,reading novels
my friend Aisyah, bagi dalam 4-5 buah buku
so,baca je la kot.
HAHA

watched Insidious.
boleh tahan ar

so,apa lg nak buat?
damn bore.

-brain dead-

Park Life 2

2011-04-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

Yang duk sebelah kiri tu nama dia
Nurul Atiqah Rozman @ Cik Mikrofon

Sekolah sama kat Presint 8 tapi tak pernah borak/jumpa/apa-apa je la

Takat kenal muka ngan hi hi bye bye je.
First time jumpa dia kat Kaunter 1

Mula-mula tanya dia,

"macam kenal la ko ni?"
dia jawab

"agak ar,aku pun pernah mcm nmpk kau."

and the rest is history.

Signature dia ialah gelak tawa dia yang maha dahsyat.
boleh dengar dari jauh,HAHA
secondly,kalo cashier lain-lain perasan la

perfume dia pakai bau strawberry and tak pernah bosan kot bau tu

kalah Burberry aku.

perkenalkan Iman Najwa
masa mula-mula masuk Parkson

sengih-sengih kat aku

aku pun balas ar sengih kerang busuk

Rupa-rupanya

Iman Najwa Presint 14.

baru teringat yang pernah sekelas dengan dia
sebelum masuk Malay College

peminat musik pop/ballad tegar

berkongsi minat musik yang AGAK sama
sebab dia boleh layan suara Kurt Cobain kot.

kenal di Kaunter 1

(banyak nya kenal kat kaunter 1)

seorang yg suka senyum-senyum
dan suka tengok dia senyum.

haha,lain kali jangan lupa mintak Bonuslink eh?

Izaty Sahira
Best friend dengan Atiqah
Rehat mesti nak sama
someone yang agak kelam-kabut
sedikit blur
Datang jauh dari nun selatan malaysia
Kota Tinggi, Johor
Ayat kebiasaan ketika bekerja
"bapak ah"
"Terbaik ar"
"Power ar"
"Lantak la nak"

Tapi tak boleh dgr dah ayat-ayat ni.
dah resign.
will miss you izaty.

Sore lagi mek ni
namo dio Siti Zahidah./Wak Kelembai
asal dari kelate,and man,
TALKATIVE gila.
tak penat siot dia bercerita
Tenaga bercakap awesome gila.
telan Kacip Fatimah kot?
Jumpa dengan dia masa second day kerja
dekat Kaunter 5
Masa mula-mula,dia ni cemerkap.
ada je buat silap,masa handle pos
kena marah dengan customer,nangis

Tapi lama kelamaan,dia semakin matured(sikit)
dia dah ada stand dia sendiri,self konfiden mantap
agaknya lepas kawan dengan Abang Geparly kot.
Tabik Sama Lu Siti!

yang belah kanan tu

Nur Fatihah atau Teha
budak perempuan sebaya pertama yang jumpa kat Parkson.
boleh kata dia ni role model la
tak mencarut,tak suka perkataan cam "sial' etc etc
(seriusly)
tak minum air gas katanya
satu family dia x minum
Kadang-kadang diam,kadang-kadang petah.
Rasa bersalah pulak bila kacau dia masa nak balik malam tu
"Arghh,bunyi apa tuu?!"
haha,best!

Abang Farid
Mat Korea

tengah struggling dengan kehidupan kampus dia

dengan ponter turun nya,tak dpt hostel nya
tapi still dia enjoy time working dengan kitaorg suma kat Parkson.
habit dia kat kaunter ialah suka berdiri
tu la,pelik gak
tapi awesome gila,berdiri lama camtu tak pengsan.HAHA
korea addict kot.
tengok cerita korea memanjang.
kalo nmpk dia online pukul 2-3 pagi
tengah tengok cerita korea la tu

kaunter faveret dia 1 dengan 5

Yang baju kelabu tu nama dia
Kak Norma
akak kelakar

umur makin 'muda',tapi mengalahkan perangai budak-budak
senantiasa dengan BlackBerry dia
tak boleh lepas langsung.
akak ni memang hebat kalo amik MC
tak tau camne dia dpt MC.
rasuah doktor kot.HAHA
tapi akak ni sporting gila.
dengan budak laki,sekepala je.

Muzdalifah
senyap je mula-mula jumpa dia
segan jumpa aku kot
Tak tau first yang dia ni adik Kak Rubi
asal dari Teluk Intan
and of course dia kenal
Malay College(kot)
dia suka kaunter 6,haha
pelik gak.mesti ada sumthing special kat kaunter tu.
nama manja dia Mus May.
Rockstar gila!
haha,mus mus,ada-ada je la ko ni!

Okay guys,wait for Park Life 3.
Park Life 3 will be the three Akak's
and our beloved senior cashiers and chief cashier!
stay reading!

Malaysia Exam Certificate.

2011-04-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

5A+,1A,3A-

Alhamdulilah.
Nothing to say actually.

Rezeki masing-masing
terima dan redha dengan ketentuan Dia.

Kepada yang berjaya tu,rendahkan lah diri
Yang kurang berjaya,jangan hilang keyakinan diri

Masa depan amat kelam
Tapi usaha dan mentaliti kita menyediakan cahaya.

-bukan penghujung dunia-

Park Life 1

2011-04-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

Tersebutlah sebuah kisah di Parkson Alamanda.

Hari itu hari Rabu(kot) bersamaan 12hb Januari 2011.
First day working memang macam debar gila.Ye la,jumpa orang baru,suasana baru

kekok tu ada gak ar.Tapi aku cam biasa,buat ikut kepala aku.

staff masuk kul 9.30,aku masuk 10.00
tak payah buat introduction depan semua orang masa briefing

SEMPOI!

Lepas masuk ikut staff entrance tu,selamba je pergi pejabat

PO tak marah apa pun,sebab budak baru.
lepas isi-isi borang,sign-sign borang,dapat staff card,dapat lecture pasal rambut sikit

masuk lah dalam bilik juruwang@cashier room.

kat situ la saya jumpa tiga akak ni
nama dia kak Wani,kak Su,dengan kak Nor,dengan kak Erda.

akak-akak ni mula la interrogate saya macam-macam
saya ya dan angguk je.

pastu kak wani la yang bawak saya round-round kat Parkson

dia kenalkan saya dengan Naqiuddin,Fatihah,Wahyun dengan Shami

satu Parkson la jalan-jalan.

lepas habis rounding,kak Wani campak saya kat Kaunter 3
kat situ la saya jumpa Firdaus,Hijaz dengan Fatihah

Masa mula-mula tgk Firdaus,macam orang dewasa

tapi perangai mengalahkan budak-budak

Hijaz lak chill je

Fatihah diam-diam je.

Firdaus ni kata
"ko pegang je la pos ni"

padahal first day trainee mana boleh pegang pos

tapi aku hebat,first day dah power(bajet gle)

boleh kata Firdaus ni mentor aku jugak la

dia pernah cakap jugak

"Asal Kak Fizun datang je kerja,POS mesti problem"

Fatihah ada cakap jugak

"Firdaus tu perangai je cam budak-budak,tapi dia pandai"

Hijaz buat hal dia je.
haha

Masa kat Kaunter 3 tu,lalu la seorang budak perempuan
nama dia Atiqah Rozman @ cik mikrofon
dia ni familiar gila masa mula-mula tengok.
tapi saya tak tau yang dia tu cashier gak.

First day working berlalu sekejap je

sebab balik 4.30.HAHA

Sejak haritu,aku mula la nak kenal dengan sorang-sorang cashier.

yang aku kamcing sekali ialah mamat

nama Amirul Shami.

haha,dia ni kelakar gak la

paling suka tengok dia buat muka.

kepala otak pun sama je.Aku dengan dia dua-dua gatal .

dah la baby face.Tinggal pun kat presint sama

Ada sekali tu nak pergi main arked

Akak arked tak bagi beli token,dia mintak IC Shami.

ingat budak-budak

haha,redha je la ye Shami?

Mamat kedua lak nama Wahyun Ajwad
haha,dia ni pun sama.
kitaorg berdua kaki overtime.

Prinsip kami
'kejar overtime,jgn kejar sale"
kalau boleh tiap2 hari kitaorg taknak bukak kaunter

Dia ni dulu asyik gaduh mulut je dengan Farah Izzati.

kelakar gak ar.Aku pun terkena tempias gak sebab support Wahyun
Perangai tak kisah dia memang mengagumkan aku
dia ada bulu mata lentik,HAHA

Brader seorang ni nama dia Nazmi.
Gua ingat dia sama umur dengan gua

rupanya dia lagi tua.Lulusan STAM

datang lewat memang kerja dia.
suka minum Barbican

Dengan muka hingusan dia dan badan dia yang kurus kering

memang tak boleh bla,kelakar.
Boleh masuk Raja Lawak la ko Mi.

Mamat happy go lucky tapi ada masalah romance.
haha,Firdaus ar.
Lawak dia memang tak boleh bla.
dengan senior cashier kak Fizun pun dia boleh buat lawak

Memang member GELAK KETAWA aku.
dengan lawak L aku dan gelak tawa dia

haha,paham-paham ar!

Kadang-kadang dia ada gak mood sedih dia.
cerita pasal seorang girl ni,pasal kerja

macam drama bersiri.

Ada satu malam tu,pas kira-kira duit.

kumpul la depan customer service
Mula la cerita silam tragis dia,

aku pun bukak gak cerita cinta tak bertuah aku
sejak aritu,kitaorg kamcing ar.

Ammar Ariff,anak emas PO

panggilan manja dia.HAHA
dia ni chill je muka dia.

Kenangan aku paling best masa dengan dia

ialah masa kat Kaunter 5
kena marah dengan Customer Gila.
"no freedom no life"
line paling best.
Selalu je kena maki dengan member sekolah dia
tapi dia sabar je,respek sama lu la bro

Zul Hakim
Sabah bah!
haha,dia ni dulu kerja pizza hut
best borak dengan dia ni

dengan loghat Sabah dia,mmg akan tersenyum setiap kali dia bercakap.

walaupun dia cakap merapu sometimes,but still dengar loghat,

never failed to make me smile.

Trademark dia 20 sen.HAHA
(gambar akan disumbat kemudian)

Syazwan?
dia ni x payah cakap.

lelaki paling gedik pernah aku jumpa.

HAHA.
dengan pedas mulut dia

memang bengang.
But still,dia ni penceria hari di Parkson

Kanan tu sekali tu Syazwan

Hijaz?
Mentor aku gak dulu.
Aku banyak pegang pos dia dulu.
nasib baik takat over sikit-sikit je
dia ni bdak SBP,so dia mcm kerek-kerek skit ngan aku ar

but still masih boleh buat member.

dia ni stok datang lewat gak

tapi aku tabik ar mamat ni,cara dia cakap cool je.chill.
jangan marah eh hijaz?

Retired In Peace
(R.I.P)

Naqiuddin

mamat yang dah berpunya.
haha, walaupun dengan gelabah-gelabah dia

tapi mamat ni stailo
t shirt dia best

pastu keluar mesti pakai three quarters nye seluar.

mat kamera gak,pandai amik gambar
Nikon D-90 kottt
sorry girls,dah berpunya!

Yang girls pulak.nak cerita pasal

Aina

Jumpa first time dia kat Kaunter 1

dia ni memang suka gelak tengok

muka terkejut aku.

dia kata unik gila

memang boleh gelak sama dengan dia la.

borak dalam kaunter pun best.

Nickname dia Bunga 2

nak tahu?

tanya la dia.
(gambar disumbat kemudian)

Farah Izzati.

Member lama sekolah lama

selalu gaduh mulut dengan dia
memang pedas ar ejekan dia

serious shit i tell you.
tapi dia terus senyap bila aku kata camni.

"Ko ni tak macam bunga langsung,ko ni macam rumput je"

Pastu kat facebook,dia tulis.
"taknak jadi rumput"

Selalu kacau aku dengan line

Cute jer!

Wani anak Khamis

refer kat Farah Izzati

macam kembar diorang berdua ni

tak boleh pisah
perangai lebih kurang.
mana Farah ada,di situ ada Wani

Norhakimy@Kimy pulak

senyap je orang dia.

first time tengok aku,dia usha panas je

tak tahu apa salah aku

macam nak makan aku je

aku pun apa lagi usha panas balik ar.

Tapi kenal ngan dia waktu kena placing ngan dia

kat Kaunter 4.

waktu tu la tanya dia macam-macam.
Lepas tu okay ar,
Dia ni macam Ustazah sikit,tapi bagus la kan?

banyak lagi cashier boleh cerita.
tapi nanti la.

maybe other time.

yang tak cerita skang

jangan terasa okay?

nnti ada Park Life 2

Coming Soon!

NOTE to Busybody.

2011-03-04T06:43:00.001-08:00

I write what i want.

What I Didn't Tell You.

2011-02-28T08:42:00.000-08:00

Rejection.
first confession to her.

i felt it for the first time.

it's a short and old story.

But one thing i knew

I listened to this song almost everyday

after the rejection

well,enjoy.

last song of Kurt Cobain

Starting song of my life.

-Now Its Null And Void-

10 Years Later.

2011-02-26T08:31:00.000-08:00

In 10 years?

I would like to be just like all of you good people.

10 years is a long time.

you can be anything you want.

from a street musician to a women pain doctor(gynaecologist)

from a crook to a respectable person

from rags to riches

The sky is your limit.

except for the astronaut i think .

But,what i would really like to be

a doctor

i dont know which one.

but i think the women pain doctor

is my cup of tea.

i just don't know why.

its calling my name.

"Uzair,Uzair,come here,check me out"

(what to check?)

haha.

another thing is

i would like to be

a more matured person

then i am now.

if you think i'm matured,

then you are dead wrong.

Game Over my friend.

better shut down your computer

and talk to a wall.

a wall is more matured than me.

another thing is,be a more less jealous person.

and yes,i'm a green eyed monster.

better not make it as a habit.

FASQ

(Frequently Asked Stupid Questions)

a family?

Nikah dulu la oi~

mas kahwin?

kerja la oi~

bini?

entah la~

anak?

refer atas~

kereta?

mini cooper~

rumah?

mak hang~

bini 2?

refer bini atas~

-Dreams Are like Rainbows.Only Idiots Chase Them-

How Single Life Is

2011-02-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

Are you kidding me?

I'm just a weird boy with a weird thinking.

i need to find a girl that also have weird thinking.

To all the ladies out there,who listens to

Nirvana,Radiohead,The Ramones,Oasis

contact me. XD

For now,i'm single.

and happy with it.

single life?

firstly,by being single

you can have more freedom

to control over your life.

no girlfriend

to call every hour to know where are you,

who you go out with,

who you calling,

who you talking to.

You can' even look at other girls.

Secondly,is about time.

if you are working,you have

only 2 days off.

Of course your girlfriend wants to go out

with you.

2 days is not enough i think.

You want to spend time

with your family and friends

and you want to get fully rested

for work on the next day.

thirdly,money.

when you go out with a girl

for sure you have to spend

her because a gentlemen do that,

and if he doesn't,he is a total jer(u)k.

for a working guy,it will be no problem.

but what about the the unemployed?

PERGI KUTIP ANGGUR LA!

AWEK TINGGAL KOT!

kata "x pandai layan awek"

(haha,boleh je BM kan?)

but having a single life

sometimes makes you ponder,

how to get one?

(stupid question)

i also felt jealous towards other guys

who are in relationship.

but i just said,

"masa akan tiba bila dah komited"

the second thing people

always ask me,

"Dah ada girlfriend lum?"

I just like

"fuck off"

"Muka banyak jerawat,mesti banyak girlfriend"

i was like

"Ko ni skin therapist aku ke?"

But,the most fun thing being single is

you can make silly joke and gurau senda

with all the girls without them telling you

are immatured and lousy.

haha.

well this is my personal opinion.

feel free to attack me with all your might.

Go Go!

Someday,i will get one.

dun worry bout me.

I'm Not Gay

-Saya Boleh Romantik dan Caring dengan Orang Yang Saya Betul-betul Suka-

Witty Comment.

2011-02-13T07:55:00.000-08:00

i found this comment while on youtube

"Welcome to Youtube! Land of experts. No subject too arcane to find someone who thinks they know everything about it! Quantum physics? Childs play. Existence of God? Trivial. Life after death? Are you a moron? Who doesn't know that! Yes, here on Youtube you will find 8th degree black belt, zen master, rock climbing, Navy SEAL warrior astrophysicists who speak 5 languages, scaled Everest, and have spoken with God personally. And without ever leaving the comfort of their keyboard!?"

sarcasm.

like.

A Spare Time For An Old Friend

2011-02-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

It is a quite the time

that i have not spend

a day

with my old friend

Abbas Farhan

(Search him on Facebook ,people)

well,he had been asking

me to join him on

a bicycle ride

around Putrajaya.

unfortunately,at that time

my bicycle broked

so i had to turn down

his offer.

but i promised him some other time.

a promise is a promise

a true man will never go back against his prmoise

and on 11/02/2011

we went for the cycle around Putrajaya

after my bike had been repaired

it's a nice time.

chit chatting

about school,

car,and people.

well,its a good time Abbas

and I really aprreciated it.

Lanai
(look at the left of the picture,there is a mysterious white thingy)

The place i want to stare at the sky.

CLICK on picture to get more awesome viewing.
no editing,i suck hardcore at photoshop.

A Boy In Adults World

2011-02-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

Finally,

Started working at

Parkson

After about a month,

doing nothing.

As you all know,

as a cashier i am.

The frontman of a shopping complex

the tourist info centre

the person to ask where the customer service is.

I thought working as cashier

is a bit relaxing

compare to Pizza Hut

but they are practically the same.

only as a cashier

they are a certain day

that it will be hectic and tiring.

punch card,swipe card,

greet customer,or ESG

Eye Contact,Smile,Greeting

e.g."Selamat Datang,Encik ada kad Bonuslink?"

Count money and vouchers

all of this will make you

go home late.

At one time,i was in afternoon shift.

i was supposed to go back by 6.30 p.m

but after finish doing what i have to do

i finish doing that around 9.00 p.m

but luckily the management pay overtime for that

When there is cashier,there is customer.

i met a lot of type of customer.

some are nice,friendly,open

but some are cranky,tempered and fussy

On the story of fussy customer,

this happen when there is a

long queue at my counter.

after packing her dishware,

suddenly she complained

"plastic skit sgt la"

"bahu saya sakit ma"

"ni chinese new year kasi angpow byk skit"

and the grand request is

"Adik,tolong amik troli boleh tak?"

i replied

"Puan boleh ambil kat carrefour ye"

in a laughing way.

the queueing customer just laugh

at my joke.

there is also a customer

who like to tease me

because i'm wearing a TRAINEE

name tag.

he make me so nervous.

i was kelam-kabut at that time

handling his expensive item

and all the credit cards

lastly,he said

"sorry eh,saya main2 saja,nk kacau kamu"

and we both laughed.

at one time,there is a customer

a couple

man and wife

who quarreled

in front of my counter.

over a luggage bag

the wife said

"abang,xyah beli ar ni,membazir la"

the man said

"Biar la abang nk beli,beg kat umah tu dah kotor"

and the debate goes on.

cocky customer also have.

showing blackberry in front of me

talking about business something.

then a friend of her come by

talked about a trip to Bali

the counter is like a lounge room.

haha

a cranky customer once make one of my

cashier mate cry.

i dont want to tell this things in detail.

its a long story.

Cashiers have feeling too you know.

they are not robots.

there are many stories about customers.

but i cant remember all of it.

but still they are customers.

and

Customers is always right.

working for about three weeks

i had gained many experience

social with different people with different age.

how to talk to them in appropriate ways.

mix around mingle.

i also found a few cashier friends

the salary?

who gives a damn about the salary?!

-Jauh Berjalan Luas Pengalaman-

Went Astray at Tanjung Rambutan

2011-01-31T06:55:00.000-08:00

Many people know this story of mine

trapped in Tanjung Rambutan

but still

there is a few do not know about it

i also got a request from

Laily Natasya.

Does the name ring a bell for you,Naim Putera?

haha,ok

Lets start shall we?

It was three days before
SPM.

(yeah,its true)

Me and my buds about

six of them

Me,Zharif,John,Leke,Benny,Waffy ,Raja Muiz

planned to watch

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows

(movie premiere meh)

at Jusco Ipoh

Everything went pretty

smoothly

until when we want to go back

to our hostel

in Kuala Kangsar

the last bus is about 11.00

but our crappy and lousy

taxi driver

made us late.

we had no other choice

but to catch a train.

sadly,we also miss the 11.00 pm train.

we try getting a 1 am train

bad luck strikes again,

NO TICKET.

then,someone among us.

(cant rememeber who it is)

suggest that we ride the 'tren haram'

that is hitch a train without a ticket.

at that time,in drowsiness and sleepiness

the 'tren haram' is the most rational and brilliant idea.

at 1.45 am,after a 45 minutes delayed.

the train came.

all of us jumped into the train

and act as if nothing happened.

we all went to the train's cafe.

Zharif suggest to us

that we should move around

and not to sit at one place

in group.

John said

"sapa2 yg kantoi,kita turun skali ramai2"

But me,Benny,and Raja Muiz

hanged out at the Cafe.

and we were 'kantoi'-ed

by the conductor.

At first only 3 of us got kantoied

but then the conductor

said he saw three of us with another two

which is Leke and Waffy.

alas,five of us.

the conductor said

"Kalo korg suma nk g kuale,korg kna bayar RM32,

kalo tak boleh,drop kat tanjung rambutan je"

everyone had no money.

i only got RM2 in my pocket.

suka x suka.

five of us had to stop at tanjung rambutan

(TR from now on)

the other two

doesnt know

that we were kantoied.

Once we stopped at TR train station.,

we were kinda lost and

dun know what to do.

then i suggest we find a highway

to walk back to Kuala Kangsar

(i really said that)

everyone followed

but the surprise is

when we ask the local

the highway is very far.

we were lost of hope.

we walk and walk

until we finally found a

restaurant

in the middle of a nowhere

I ask the men in the restaurant

how to get back to Kuala Kangsar

the guy said

"Kna tunggu bas la dik,bas kul 6 pagi"

but the guy was nice.

he gave us free kopi ais.

it is about 3am this time.

after watching some football,

and Ninja Assasin.

we sleep at the restaurant

yeah it is cold and smell like cows

but still its better than nothing

when it is 6 am

we say thanks to the guy

and went to a bus stop.

we ride that bus

transit from medan kidd

and off to Kuala Kangsar

we arrived at Kuala Kangsar

precisely at the dorm

7.55 am

and English class starts at 8am

0_0

in English class,
got scolded by teacher.
haha
nasib badan!

This was a true story.
a true experience.

Beware When Taking Drugs.

2011-01-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

Ahhh

A bit relief after

recovering from a fever

its a living hell

if you catch one of those

viral fever

(what the doctor said lah,i dun give a damn about it)

The medication is

a bit horrifying

amoxy,aknyl,decondine

haha,

sounds like harry potter

spells for me

after taking this harry potter medicine

i feel like i'm high

like REALLY!

my head felt very light

my vision all topsy turvy like riding a rollercoaster

i cannot feel my feet touch the ground

its like i'm gliding.

maybe i'm a

Haha

because of this fever

i miss my first day

of working at Parkson

and going to the chocolate fair with

Naim

So sorry!

for the next post is

a special edition post

of Tanjung Rambutan Story

dont have lots of picture

but story will do

-The Boredom Is Going On Like Wildfire-

Lomography 101

2011-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

Recently,some people ask me about Lomo.

I wasn't expecting that.I'm just lomo-ing for fun only.

But they ask,so i have to answer.

In conjuction that i have no post related to lomo,i think i want to make

one post about it.

well lomo is a short term from the word

Lomography.

Lomography(lomo from now on) on the other hand is

another branch of photography.

lomo is mainly using film as medium

to capture image

unlike digital camera which use sensor to replace film.

but i heard there are already a digital lomo.

but nevermind that.

there are 3 different thing when it comes to lomo,

the film,the camera,and the film processing.

firstly the film.

the film play a major role in producing a lomo image.

there are two types of format of film

which is the 35mm and the 120mm

the 35mm is the usual film we use

in our everyday life.it's easy to get your hands on it.

it can shoot up to 36 pictures/exposure

The 120mm is like the grandfather of film.

120mm is an oldschool film.The film is long and large.

and this film can produce a lot of vignette(my favourite)

Despite of its long and large,it can shot only 12 pictures/exposure(yeah,12)

film also have their own specific

chemical to process them.

this will be explain later

secondly is the camera.

lomo picture is optional to be taken with lomo camera.

it doesn't matter what you shoot with.

like my friend Naim,he uses a Yashica MG-1.(first pic)

a vintage camera he bought for RM100

so it is OPTIONAL,not COMPULSORY

anything captured with film is considered lomo.

but for best result of lomo is of course

by using lomo camera.

to see Naim's picture taken with yashica

hit the name 'Naim Putera' on the left side of my blog.

and finally,the processing of the film.

ever wonder why lomo picture have reddish,bluish,greenish colour vibe
on the picture.
This is because of cross processing or Xpro.
Xpro means processing the film in the wrong chemical.

the regular film we use today is a C-41 film.
it is called negative film.
the picture is just like a normal film.

the lomographers like to use is an E-6 film
which is called slide film or positive film.

so,Xpro means processing an E-6 film using a C-41 chemical.

well,that's the elementary of lomo
i guess.
any questions,u can just type in at my chatbox

oh,by the way
i'm a proud Diana user and owner
^__^
Allen Detrich said
"whoever can shoot good pictures with diana,is truly a good photographer"

Here are some of my lomo pictures i took.

What Month Is It Now?Its january?!

2011-01-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody.

sorry for the LONG delay

Busy and got time to post

but the laziness kicks in.

(haha)

Sigh,

After SPM,in students slang

"Heaven gle"

yup,its heaven alrite.

no mountain of books to study

no homework

and most importantly

no more school

(truthfully,i miss Malay College)

But,if you do your calculation,

it is about 7 months post-SPM students

will be staying at home

DOING NOTHING.

The solution is

get a job.
you heard me.
i got a job at Parkson
Yeah!
my sister going back to dungun
my house is once again quiet.

i'm currently updating
to be back in blogging business.
haha

Better and Busy

2010-03-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

All ready two months here in Malay College Form 5

here is a summarized

of what's going on here.

Wake up
put on a little make up
go to school

song recommend with this pic:
Kesha-Tik Tok

Spell it people,

U-Z-A-I-R_R-O-C-K

song recommend with this pic:

The Ting Tings-That's Not My Name

School for 6 Hours
but still,
taking picture is a must,

(Amir Farid is a Cam-Whorer)

song recommends with this pic:

none

My 'free' time

after school

"Somebody call 911!

theres a madman who burns his locker

Whoooaooh"

song recommends with this pic:

Sean Kingston:Fire Burning

my favourite time of the day
Games Hour

this picture got no
relation with you
so just
shut up!

'dont judge a nerd cos he tuck in

his shirt' ;
quote of the day

song recommends with this pic:

Lily Allen-Fuck You

night prep
always like almost every night
I 'lepak"-ing
in Briged Room

p/s:Im not watching PORnography
im surfing the PORtal Pendidikan

song recommend with this pic:

Yuna-Dan Sebenarnya

dun ask me.
i dun know why

Supper
yeah!
but i always got back to dorm late
thus this what happen
breaking in to
the dining hall kitchen

song recommend with this pic:

Sex Pistol-Anarchy In UK

Slipknot-Psychosocial

11.30 p.m

Lights Off

Time to sleep

goodbye people
wait for my next post
hope you enjoy this post

song recommend with this pic:

Gun N Roses-Don't Cry

BJ Thomas-Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

I'm Not a Writer,I'm a Poet

2010-02-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

I know some of you might not like poetry
but i think that just plain wrong
a song as cheesy and corny as 'Through My Window'
is also considered as poem except added with rythm
this is my first shot of publishing of a poem.

WARNING!
first post in BM,

MENGAPA YA?

Sungguh mudah orang lain,
Melabuhkan punggung di tempat beradu,
Terlelap,lena
Melupakan kemelut dunia
Disulami mimpi indah,

Aku,
terpinga-pinga,
terkebil-kebil,
Memandang siling yang kosong,
seperti benak fikiran ku,
aku cuba,
usaha,
berfikir,
Memori masa lalu,
Khayalan yg nanar dan erotis,
realiti yg seakan ilusi,
janji orang yg mereka dan aku lupai,
Tak lupa juga Hawa yang aku minati,
Tapi aku masih di sini,
Mencalit hujung pena ini,
di atas kanvas pemikiran,
Cuba untuk melelapkan sepasang kelopak,
Tidak boleh,sukar
Mengapa Ya?

Form 5 man!

2010-01-22T06:40:00.000-08:00

Long time

no update blog

well im back in business bebeyh!

its 2010

and yeah
me we are

fifth formers

now

life in Malay College

had been more relax

no tuck in shirt

wear shorts

strolling in 'graveyard'
haha

sweet life!

juz want to say
enjoy beb!
~~rugi ko siraj ngan nazrin kuar!~~

i got 5 Science 1
awesome class!
awesome students!
awesome teachers!

this year also
our batch
the 0610
or nama manja nye

SixTen

have its birthday batch
we, the new form 4 last year
also drop in and celebrate with
them.
its awesome fun
in the end
i got a cake splat in my face! XD

The Form 5

It is me on the top left corner
the orange one!

Memory Lane

2010-01-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

I'm so lazy.

just to wish

happy new year!

sorry,dun have time to update blog.

although its been a 1 month holiday...XD

That's A Wrap!

2009-11-22T21:28:00.000-08:00

One Year Had Passed

Good Memories

Good Times(although not so good)

Life In Kolej

i'm a survivor

Honeymoon year had passed

i think for form 4-ers

knows that

our real battle

a decisive battle

begins next year

But some will not

able to

battle with us

in Malay College Kuala Kangsar.

a farewell

i bid to

Hazwan

Siraj

Helmi Bakri

thanks a lot

for everything

that you've done

Hazwan for giving me tazkirah before sleep

Siraj for making all those silly jokes that always cheer me up

Helmi Bakri for telling me how to............girls

my next chapter in life

will continue without

you three guys.

hope you excel

fiat sapientia virtus

Ko-Ku Camp At Kuala Kangsar

2009-11-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time since

i went to camping

i dun want to talk much

a picture worth a thousand words

Kawad Kaki

under the hot sun

Mr Sharimi

The PB Guy

QUOTE:

"Lelaki tak boleh buat CPR kat perempuan,

tp perempuan boleh buat CPR kat lelaki.

kalau takde perempuan,'ambil lah kesempatan' ini

untuk selamatkan dia"

Siraj Munir with Raja Muiz

didn't care to learn

first aid

It's Me

Hullo Sir?

Are You DEAD okay?!

A romantic movie directed by Stephen Spielberg

Starring Uzair

Get the DVD now in ur nearest pirated movie stall

"Kissing Puppet"

I'm so happy

i can kiss

somebody

haha

A heart-thumping action movie

at your nearest local cinema

catch it now

"Ayor And Chest"

Siraj you PERVERT!

haha

alright guys

today were going to learn

'How to Tie Your Mouth'

I prefer to play with the sand

than tying rope.

The Day We Become A Doctor

2009-10-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

Yeehaa!

one step further to become a doctor

Doctor: 4S3

Patient: lucky frog

It was fun

HELL YEAH!

we finally get to kill sumthing

'Katak Di Dalam Baldi'

which means

prepare to die

Sir KJ give us a tutorial

how to disect the froggy

which i didn't care about

at all.

i think fahmi has frogophobia

or photofobia

(write ur remarks here)

Ice Blend Frog anyone?

The Torture Bed

Our work tray

Nice and comfy isn't it

little froggy?

WHAT?

I can see it's *&^*!

Rasyid cant' wait

to get his hand on the frog

be patient rasyid,

The time will come

Everyone is satisfied

thumbs up!

(actually,we didn't cut the frog yet)

Inside Out

Girl always say boys like to play

with a girl's heart

but we play

with frog's heart,liver,lungs,

and yeah,testis

Satisfactory Guaranteed

Finally,our trophy of glory of the disectory of little froggy

in biology laboratory with my buddy in a groupy of fify(five)

BLOOPERS!

my groupy says this is a

blowjob

For Girls: Do Not Search this Word Please.Its Pretty Disturbing

For Boys: U Understand The Word

The Power Of Duit Raya!

2009-09-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

Everybody knows duit raya

right?

well,duit raya

is a

powerful thing indeed

yesterday

my relatives on my mother side

came visit us for raya-ing

when they want to go home

a 5 year old cousin of mine

and slipped

she cried

(of cuz la,she just a little girl)

and she wont stop crying

then my mother hand out the duit raya

right on that spot,she stop

crying.

i said to myself

wow!

moral of the post:When u ran out of money,just cried in front of your mother/friends/boss.u get the money!

Lemony Snicket-A Series Of Unfortunate Events

2009-09-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

YES!

FINALLY!

I have read

from book 1-13

Lemony Snicket

A Series of Unfortunate Events

read it people

i'm sure you like it

This book is full of

despair,dismay,horror

killing,disguise,

pleasant chapters,awesome invention and the strong bond of siblings relationship

of the Baudelaire orphan.

U have watched the movie rite?

no?

nvm.

then try it

its 'fun'..

raya

2009-09-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan sure

give me a lot of test,

my body is aching and tired in hostel

pray in 'oven' surau(it is really hot in surau)

my RM800 cam was lost(stolen actually)

the cam charger was lost

RM50 note 'burned'

sometimes i feel want to swear

but my moral compass

encourage me to

stay cool headed

be patience

and perseverance in

life

BUT NOW...

RAYA!

Yea!

Woohoo!

and

any other expression

that cannot be described by

words

Just posting this post

to wish of all my Musim friends

Selamat Hari Raya

Aidil Fitri

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

Merdeka(?)

2009-08-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

Indepedence.

A word that is so sacred

for the people in 50's and 60's

but what happened now?

the spirit of merdeka

is nowhere can be seen

as a resident of Putrajaya,

so ashamed that

even at the administration center of Malaysia

does not even feeling the spirit of it.

Where is the meaning of merdeka?

free from the colonial invasion?

free from the japanese?
free from the baboon-wealth seeking people?

no,

Merdeka means

that we should free

ourselves

physically and mentally

free from all stupid,suck,shitty,not-worth-it,good-for-nothing negative action and thinking.

Merdeka can teach us how to be

a better person,a better citizen

Do not take MERDEKA for granted

p/s:Listen to the band A.C.A.B...their song title 'Bangun"

What We Are Doing In Class

2009-08-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

(Click on picture to enlarge)

Collegian have a damn,not-so-benefit thing
to kill their time
below is
how we spend our time
in
class

Playing 'Kepung'

This one is one of our favourite 'pastime'...
but i always lose
haha
F u Razlan,Ihsan!

Scribbling
This scribbling is mainly Razlan's and mine hobby

Chatting/Borak Kosong

The dialog goes on:

Siraj:Wei,ihsan ko tau nk buat ni camne?
Ihsan:(buat tak tau)
Siraj: Wei,ko dengar tak?!
Ihsan:(tak dengar lagi)
Siraj: macam cakap ngan spender basah..
Uzair:Habis tu,kalo ada org dengar cakap kita,dia tu spender kering la eh?
Siraj: Ye la,sekurang-kurangnya,spender kering ada gak respon bila kena tiup angin..
Ihsan :(buat tak tau lagi)

Next dialog:

Ujer: Wei cuba bayangkan kalo perkataan berak tukar ngan makan...
Siraj: Jap,aku cuba bayangkan...
Ujer: bayang kalo mak aku ckp camni.."Ujer,jom turun berak sama2.."
Siraj : (gelak)

What To Do

2009-08-23T01:11:00.001-07:00

i was bored to death during one of biology class then i took the utmost effort to scribble on my bio exercise i 'accidentally' scribble my tablemate's name ,Siraj,on the paper, i also drew a stickman siraj swimming happily in the stomach(See diagram) after i got my paper back i saw the name siraj had been crossed out and a new name appear, and the new name is my name.. WTF...

EXAM! NEW KID! RAMADHAN!

2009-08-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!
PHEWW!

Exam come and go

like season

im going to get ready for holiday

1 week

woohooo!

Add-Math paper damn easy

some subject are not bad,
but i fear that Physics paper
does not satisfy
Miss grace
expectation

Pendidkan Islam

forgot the ayat hafazan

minus 10 marks!
haha

there's a new student

in my dorm

His name is Nazrin

his cool

although his face

look like a bit

arrogant

haha

(dun be angry Nazrin)

i feel pity

for him though

in 2 days he study at this school

his phone

Nokia sumthing

had been stolen by unknown force

but his good at DOTA

haha

Ramadhan is coming
the holy month

this is the time to slim down a bit

haha

Physics Power

2009-08-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

"Fizik diaplikasikan di dalam semua permainan,
tetapi Fizik bukan perkara main-main."

Miss Grace,2009

haha,thank you Miss Grace for this wonderful yet meaningful words....

Swine Flu

2009-08-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

I got a message from my mother,
that my
sister
is sick.
swine flu suspect
got quarantine
have to go back home.
she is in boarding school

pity her,
she is supposed
to sit for SPM trial
but i think she
will be happy
at home

i pray for u to get healthy
my dear sis
good luck
and
i wish u all the best!

Waking Up In Vegas!

2009-07-31T22:47:00.000-07:00

Sabtuday,
or as known as O-Day,
Outing Day of course
the story i'm about to tell you
neither horror nor funny
its a dormmate of mine,

p/s: dun tell him!!
(OMG!! he's behind me)

This morning
ustaz helmi
woke us up for subuh
he was quite angry
when a boy who is a heavy sleeper
coincidently happens to be my dormmate
Naim Putera
(May God have mercy upon you!)
wanna know what happen?

I bet you all must be
curious
and
anxious
to really,really know what happened this morning.

ustaz helmi had woken us up,
and its naim's turns now,
ustaz walked towards him
woke him up by
smacking his back gently
shouting "subuh"
Spontaniously,
Naim hit him back while still half asleep.
Suddenly,ustaz turned into Hulk
(haha,just kidding!)
after that ustaz grabbed a pillow and hit Naim
with all his might
until
Naim woke up with a blur face
haha

Code Name Kids Next Door

2009-07-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

I stumbled upon these articles when reading some magazines.

the article titled "Teen Code Speak"

CD9 :Code 9(Means Parents Are Around)

KPC:Keeping Parent Clueless

P911:Parent Emergency

PAW:Parents Are Watching

PIR:Parents In Room

PAL:Parents Are listening

POS:Parents Over Shoulder

MOS:Mom Over The Shoulder

p/s:Use At Your Own Risk!

Ujer's Blog Is Officially Open!

2009-07-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

Ello,Ujer's Speaking...

Ni first time wat blog

takde idea camne nk 'menjinakkan' benda alah ni

jadi kalo lawa bgtau member

kalo x lawa g bgtau ujer !